My first fanfic! Well, sorta. My first MKR fic, and only my second fic, ever. Written, that is. I imagine a lot, but rarely write them down. This one had to be written, though. I'd just finished watching "Sleep" again (the 3rd to last tape of the series), and then I read a fic about Geo 'n eagle. I couldn't help myself. I love Eagle! ^_^ Bishy . . . *drool*
*SD caldina whacks featherstorm upside the head* Stop droolin' over th' bishies!
*sweatdrop* Eep, sorry. Anyway, yeah. This is Eagle sitting and talking to himself, thinking about Lantis. I can't believe it's not a ferio/fuu fic . . . *cries* I'm such a bad person.
Anyway! I don't own Eagle, Lantis, or Geo, or anyone else. They belong to CLAMP. The story, however, is mine, all mine! Mwah!
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Ahh, Lantis. I wanted our reunion to be a happy one, though I always knew that it would not, could not be. Not while we are on opposite sides of this war.
Ahh, Lantis. I wish you hadn't left. You and I made such a great team, the two strongest fighters on Autozam. We know each other's every movement before we make it. We were closer than friends; it was obvious in our every movement, in the way we could communicate without words of any kind. I knew what you were thinking by the look in your eyes, your beautiful eyes that captivated me. There are those who say we were as close as brothers, you know. I find it difficult to keep from laughing when I hear it. Strange brothers, we would make. How many brothers are also lovers?
I remember the first time. You were terrified, though you tried not to show it. You were confused, too, I think. Who wouldn't be, realizing that he was in love with his best friend? You had never been one to look for love, because of the tragedy of your brother. Yet there I was, and you could not deny that somehow, you, too, had fallen to the inexplicable power of love. For my part, I had known all along that I loved you. How could I not love you? Your strength of body and heart and mind, your gentle smile and laugh and gaze . . . Loving you is as natural to me as breathing, and far less dangerous (though there are those who would dispute that). So I waited, until that night when you finally looked at me, when you finally whispered my name, with a kind of wonder mixed with the fear in your voice and expression.
Your lips were sweeter that night than any wine, Lantis, and the hands that gripped a sword with such fierce strength in battle touched me with a gentleness that made me melt in your arms.
Not many people realized the change in our relationship after that glorious night, but Geo did. I remember you complaining that it felt like lasers were burning holes in your back, the way he looked at you. I didn't fair much better, to tell the truth. I remember the night we finally cured him of that. Ahh, what a night! It's a good thing I had such a large bed, ne, Lantis? He never mentioned it, after that night, but he certainly stopped glaring at us.
Ahh, Lantis, Lantis. When you left, I thought I could keep myself from loving you, or anyone. When you came into my cell, though, I knew I had been wrong. I love you still. When your hand brushed my face, to reach around to my neck and remove the weapon, I thought I would melt. I wanted so much for you to take me into your arms, to kiss me. Even if I would still be your enemy, I wanted it.
I will always love you, Lantis, no matter how hard I try not to. Hikaru loves you, too. Ironic, isn't it, that one of us will be the Pillar of Cephiro. If I ever doubted that this was a cruel world, I do not any more.
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Owari! R/R, feel free to email me at feather@skizzers.org!
*SD caldina whacks featherstorm upside the head* Stop droolin' over th' bishies!
*sweatdrop* Eep, sorry. Anyway, yeah. This is Eagle sitting and talking to himself, thinking about Lantis. I can't believe it's not a ferio/fuu fic . . . *cries* I'm such a bad person.
Anyway! I don't own Eagle, Lantis, or Geo, or anyone else. They belong to CLAMP. The story, however, is mine, all mine! Mwah!
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Ahh, Lantis. I wanted our reunion to be a happy one, though I always knew that it would not, could not be. Not while we are on opposite sides of this war.
Ahh, Lantis. I wish you hadn't left. You and I made such a great team, the two strongest fighters on Autozam. We know each other's every movement before we make it. We were closer than friends; it was obvious in our every movement, in the way we could communicate without words of any kind. I knew what you were thinking by the look in your eyes, your beautiful eyes that captivated me. There are those who say we were as close as brothers, you know. I find it difficult to keep from laughing when I hear it. Strange brothers, we would make. How many brothers are also lovers?
I remember the first time. You were terrified, though you tried not to show it. You were confused, too, I think. Who wouldn't be, realizing that he was in love with his best friend? You had never been one to look for love, because of the tragedy of your brother. Yet there I was, and you could not deny that somehow, you, too, had fallen to the inexplicable power of love. For my part, I had known all along that I loved you. How could I not love you? Your strength of body and heart and mind, your gentle smile and laugh and gaze . . . Loving you is as natural to me as breathing, and far less dangerous (though there are those who would dispute that). So I waited, until that night when you finally looked at me, when you finally whispered my name, with a kind of wonder mixed with the fear in your voice and expression.
Your lips were sweeter that night than any wine, Lantis, and the hands that gripped a sword with such fierce strength in battle touched me with a gentleness that made me melt in your arms.
Not many people realized the change in our relationship after that glorious night, but Geo did. I remember you complaining that it felt like lasers were burning holes in your back, the way he looked at you. I didn't fair much better, to tell the truth. I remember the night we finally cured him of that. Ahh, what a night! It's a good thing I had such a large bed, ne, Lantis? He never mentioned it, after that night, but he certainly stopped glaring at us.
Ahh, Lantis, Lantis. When you left, I thought I could keep myself from loving you, or anyone. When you came into my cell, though, I knew I had been wrong. I love you still. When your hand brushed my face, to reach around to my neck and remove the weapon, I thought I would melt. I wanted so much for you to take me into your arms, to kiss me. Even if I would still be your enemy, I wanted it.
I will always love you, Lantis, no matter how hard I try not to. Hikaru loves you, too. Ironic, isn't it, that one of us will be the Pillar of Cephiro. If I ever doubted that this was a cruel world, I do not any more.
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Owari! R/R, feel free to email me at feather@skizzers.org!