Jody dragged Sam out of the bar. "Will stop fighting me off, you are being an idiot Sam" Sam growled and pushed Jody away. "Fine, Jody, I am idiot, what does it matter, I have lost the only person I have loved, I can drink and be an idiot all I want." Jody frowned at Sam. "That is not what Dean would want." Sam yelled, "What about what I want!" Sam looked at the ground sadly, "Why do I have to lose everyone I love?" Jody looked at him sadly. "Hey you haven't lost me and I love you" Jody smiled. Sam looked up and put on a fake smile for the one person who is still here for him. "Thanks Jody, I guess I should go home and go to sleep then." Jody smiled "I'll drive ya." Sam nodded and got into her car and they drove back to Sam's current abode.
When the car stopped and Sam got out, Jody hollered "Keep in touch, I don't want anything happening to you." Sam smiled "I will!" He walked up towards the house as Jody pulled away, never look back at the car or his friend. It had been three days since Jody had heard from Sam, so Jody packed up some food and drove to the house to check on him. The house was dark and quiet. Jody took the food from the car and ascended the steps opening the front door. She was met with dark and silence. "Sam, ya here?" Jody began to look for the young Winchester but saw no sign of him. "Sam?" she said, her voice starting to shake from worry.
Jody climbed the steps to where she knew the bedroom was and opened the door to the room. "Sam, you in here?" Jody's gaze fell to the bed and she breathed a sigh of relief when she saw Sam lying on his side on the bed. "Sam, you scared me for a second." She said. Jody hit Sam's shoulder lightly, "Wake up lazy!" Sam didn't move an inch. Jody frowned in worry. She stood up and walked to the light switch turning it on. The room filled with an eerie yellow light.
Jody looked back down at Sam's still form. Tears filled her eyes as she noticed the bullet hole covered in dried blood, it was barely noticeable among Sam's long hair but it was defiantly there. "Oh Sam." Jody let out a sob and fell down next to the body; slowly she pushed it so Sam lay on his back. Jody finally noticed the dried tear marks on Sam's face and the note crumpled in his hand. Jody gentle removed the note from the cold hands and read the final thoughts of the lost man.
Jody-
I know you are not thinking the best of me right now but this is was the only way things could go. I mean, how do you live when the only person who has always been there is finally gone for good. I didn't have a psychic this time so I had to die the old fashion way, by dying and staying dead. Thank you for all you have done, I will never forget you but I can't keep living knowing Dean is gone. I love you
-Sam
Jody's tears fell freely as she grasped the letter close and cried for the two lost souls who gave everything and got nothing in return. Once she could not cry anymore Jody stood and left the sad house the lost boy