Finally?
What if he doesn't like me as I like him? Of course he likes me; why else would he look at me that way?
Suddenly I was feeling very uncertain of myself. What happened to me? I used to be so sure of myself. Now I'm just as nervous as ever. Ok I just knock on the door and walk in. I still couldn't find the strength to do it.
I was standing right outside of Emmett's dorm. For some time now I have come to terms with my feelings for him. I just didn't know how to tell him. Emmett I lurve you! No to childish. LOVE ME! No that's kind of scary. How about the simple approach, Emmett, I love you. There that sounded good enough. I was just about to knock on his door when all of a sudden it vanished from under my hand. Emmett had opened the door wearing a tux (I inwardly squealed when I realized it was the one I bought for him) and looking super handsome.
"Oh, Elle⦠what's up? Are you okay?" He said looking flustered. Was he embarrassed?
"Nothing I just really need to talk to you."
"Well can it wait I have a date and I am going to be late if I don't hurry."
What was this? Emmett had a date. And it wasn't me. I immediately felt my face fall and fixed it as quick as possible, hoping he hadn't noticed. "With who?" I asked trying to sound uninterested and probably failing miserably.
Suddenly his face brightened up. "Her name is Sasha and she is the most amazing girl I have ever met." That was it my carefully placed mask was about to fall and I knew I had to get out of there right away. I don't know how long I would last without tearing up if he didn't stop stabbing me in the heart.
"Is there something you wanted? I don't want to be late." He asked oblivious to the pain he was unconsciously causing me.
"No" Hopefully my voice would not crack. "It's not important anymore." And with that I ran back to my car, blinded by tears.
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So what did you think? Please be nice this is my first fanfic and I gave it all I got. R&R and thank you in advance for reading.
