A/N: I don't own Ghost Hunt.
Hello? Noll? Can you hear me? I guess not. I mean, I am dead and everything. I never imagined that this would happen. That we would be separated in this way. we can't even hear each other's thoughts like we used to. It feels odd- it feels empty. I guess you're feeling like that as well.
I can still see you, you know. I'm... floating, I guess. That's the best way to describe it. Floating or hovering anyway.
Hey! Noll! Don't touch the shirt! NO!
Oh dear. So now you know. And now you're packing. Quick, Noll stop. Mum's coming upstairs. Does she know yet? I'm thinking not. Look, she's angry. And now you've told her. And now she's crying, but you're not. I don't expect you will- you're not that type. Oh, how I wish that I was with you right now, so that I could comfort you and Mum. But if I was there then none of this would be happening. And Dad's coming up, can't you see? He heard the wail. Now he's entered the room, and you'll have to tell him. Look at Mum- she can't. You should comfort her, make her feel better. Now look what I've done- Dad's shell shocked as well. Why can't I hear you, Noll?
Noll, please don't hate me. I know that you didn't want me to go. But I didn't listen- I went anyway, and now I'm dead. Remember what Mum said? Everything happens for a reason. But now I can't share your everything with you, and I'll never have any more of own. I feel so... lost. And so do you. No one ever realised how close we are... or were, Noll. I watch you, down there, and see how lost you really are, even with that impenetrable mask that you've adopted. Remember when we got split up at school, when we first started in England? I was worried that you were going to throw the desk in the teacher's face. I think Mum was afraid of that as well, but you didn't. Instead, you sat next to me and refused to move. You make me laugh, even now. I guess you won't be doing any laughing, or smiling for that matter. I want you to just move on, but I know you. That won't ever happen. Please, for my sake, don't live in the past Noll.
I've decided to visit you, everyday. Until you feel better. And even if you can't see me. I wish you were a medium, like me, then you would be able to see me or at least talk to me. But, until, I've figured out a way of communicating properly to you, I'll just have to visit you.
I think that I have to go now- I feel part of me being pulled away, and I feel very tired, if you can feel anything when you're dead. But I don't want to say goodbye- that sounds too... final. So instead I'll say hello.
My freind was off sick today, and as we're really close and I don't really hang out with anyone else, I was feeling lost and lonely without her. (Get better soon, by the way!) Anyway, I was thinking that yes, I feel awful for Naru for losing a twin, but then I thought that Gene now has to watch his brother cope (or fail to cope) without him, and how lonely that must be. And so all this prompted me to write this. I hope you enjoy it.