This isn't how I wanted things to be
Thinking back to who we were
And I really thought you loved me
All those lies thought you were mine
But as it turns out after all this time
The one person who was supposed to know me and be there
Couldn't care less you're moving on you don't even care
I can see it on your face and the way you talk
It really takes two to walk
But it's not like you gave me a choice
I tried to speak but I can't find my voice
After all the battles were fought and promises were made
The picture fades to grey
Trying to keep my heart from breaking even more
Finding it harder than before
Tried to throw all the pictures and trying to hide from my fears
Releasing all those unshed tears
In every corner and every shadow you lurk
I still hear your laugh and still think you'll walk through the door
Take me away make the pain not exist anymore
I'm standing here but you don't see me I'd give it all for that to change
The broken pieces of my heart you can arrange
I can bring back every memory and every time you held me close
Please don't go
Cuz without you I lose control
I don't know which road to take
Riddled with past mistakes
The voices in my head are driving me insane
As I sink deeper in the pain
The voices are getting louder in my head
And I still smell your scent on your side of the bed
I'm wondering how you could possibly forget
I close my eyes and think about the time we met
No more tears no more goodbyes
Just restless nights and the saddest lullabies
Trying to stop the tears from falling and my heart from breaking
Still hoping that it's a dream and that I will awaken
Still hoping the sun will come back and you will be there
Wrap me in your embrace don't go anywhere
Before I can stop them a new round of tears start to fall
Because this time you're not here to pick me up not even a small piece not even at all
The realization hits me
Even though I don't want it to be
I will forever be an unfinished life
I will forever wonder what it could've been like