[Hello all ^^ This is my first fic, so to be honest I'm a bit nervous. Well to sum it up, This fic has Italy (Feliciano) as a sadistic seme towards his older brother, Romano (Lovino). This is mature, so I ask that if you no like, you no read. Thanks To all who have decided to read my fic, I sincerely look forward to your insights.

I do not in any way, own Hetalia or its characters. I am simply a fan, who has a scary amount of things in common with Romano.

With lust and hate,

~Torahime]

Honestly! I don't understand him, one minute he's cute and cuddly, but the instant we're alone he goes all evil and shit! Romano thought angrily, stomping into his room, and slamming the door behind him. I mean seriously, I'm older than him! He should learn to respect his elders.

"Aargh!" he shouted rubbing his hands through his hair.

"I'm starting to sound like Canada… and nobody even knows Canada! It's like he's invisible or something!" Pouting, he went and looked in the golden mirror that hung on the turquoise walls of his bathroom. He was growling and muttering to himself about fucking fratellinos and their fucking habits, when Italy walked into his room, closing the door behind him with a soft click.

"Fratello~" cooed an overly innocent voice, but Romano knew better, this cold sadistic bastard was evil. Feliciano grinned at his older brother's wary look.

"Fratello~ Why don't we take a bath together, the way we used to as kids?" he asked, a cruel look on his beautiful face.

"I believe I'll pass, I don't need a bath, or a shower today," Lovino told the boy. He knew this twisted boy was up to something, and that it would harm him in some way. Feliciano made an adorable pout and slowly walked out of the room. The instant Feliciano was in the hall he locked the door.

After about twenty minutes of waiting, Lovino walked over to his computer and turned it on. After logging in he got on the site poetryandme and logged into his account, Lilacsandsummer. This was his secret, the one thing nobody knew, the one thing he truly adored (other than tomatoes of course), was poetry. Yep poetry. The first poem on his page was called Sadistic love and it was, sadly, about him and Feliciano.

Sadistic love.

So cruel to me,

Yet my heart still beats.

So cold to me,

You still can't see.

You've stolen my heart

Shattered my body

And left me alone at night.

You've broken my soul

And killed my spirit

Oh so many times

I'm older

And supposed to be your protector

But the one who needs protection is me

Cruel and cold love

That is you and me

…

Happily, you torture me

Leave me cold and bleeding

Why am I the only one

With a heart that aches?

And why am I the only one

That you've chosen to hate?

Your embrace is nothing

But a game to you

Yet to me it makes my heart race

Bleeding and aching love

That is you and me

…

Lost in time it seems

Every time you're inside me

The heat makes me shudder

And want to scream your name

But I can't

For then you'll leave me be

So, I'll pretend that I hate it.

And hide my bloody tears

For your sadistic love

Is not what I fear.

Breathless and lost love

That is you and me.

…

Lovino cursed as he read the poem, what had he been thinking writing something so personal? His poems were his heart, everything about him. And once again, he thought about his twisted and utterly fucked up relationship with Feliciano. He knew it was all just a sick game to him, yet he was still in love with the bastard. What the hell is wrong with me? he wondered, falling for a prick like that. He decided he needed to get laid, but the issue was: He could no longer get it up by looking at girls. So he called the second male he had ever slept with: Antonio.

As the phone rang he twiddled with his fingers, if he got caught in bed with Antonio... He shuddered at the mere thought. On the seventh ring, a scarily cheerful voice answered the phone.

"Hey, Lovino. Let me guess, you're feeling lonely and wanna come play video games?"

"...Yeah, sure. But I was thinking more along the lines of getting laid..." Lovino said bluntly into the phone with a smirk.

"Come on over."

"Give me fifteen minutes."

After he hung up the phone, Lovino quickly changed into jeans and an angel wing t-shirt. He unlocked his door and attempted to sneak down the hallway. Just then Feliciano's cold voice called out to him, he was standing in the doorway of his room. His brown hair was mussed, and he was only wearing pajama bottoms, it did wonders to show off his sleek and dangerous body.

"Just where are you going at eleven-o'clock at night, eh, Fratello?" he asked his face blank, but Lovino could sense the anger lurking there. He knew he had to tread carefully.

"I am going to play Zelda with Antonio, not that it's any of your business," Lovino said in his normal impolite tone.

"Ah, Fratello you see it is my business, I do not take kindly to those who touch my things." As he said it, Feliciano's voice dropped to a low whisper. He softly caressed Lovino's cheek, then suddenly gripped his chin roughly. He then landed a powerful and breathtaking kiss of Lovi's exposed, fragile and full lips. He slowly trailed his lips down his neck, nibbling and sucking. His other hand snaked up his shirt to trace his nipple.

Lovi let out a sharp gasp and whimpered. Then the hand that had been gripping Lov'is chin moved to his hair. He yanked hard, and dragged Lovi into his room. Lovi whimpered and struggled against the younger, stronger boy. Then he heard a muffled noise, he turned his head, painfully and gasped. Antonio was tied to a chair, with no pants and a gag.

"A-Antonio?" he asked, he knew it was a stupid question, and he knew what had happened. Somehow, someway, Feli had found out about him and Antonio. And he was terrified. Lovi was shoved down roughly on the king sized bed's platinum silk sheets. Then he felt a hand quickly strip him, He struggled but he knew he wouldn't win. He was soon lying naked on his little brother's bed, trying desperately to cover his exposed body.

"I told you didn't I? I won't allow others to touch what belongs to me... How many times has he entered you? How many times did you run to him for pleasure!" Feli shouted angrily, gripping his older brother's cock. Roughly, sloppily, he sucked and nibbled on His fratello's nipples. He devoted time to each one until they were rock hard points.

His fratello was his, Lovi belonged to him! How dare he let another man inside of him, he and only he had that right. So he would punish the foolish dog that had wandered into his territory. He would show him. And Lovi too, that he was the only one who could truly satisfy him!

The teary look on Lovi's face, the flush of embarrassment, pleasure, and humiliation. It only aroused him more. He was already hard, and so was Lovi. Quickly and efficiently, he flipped his brother over. He slid two fingers into his brother, reveling and impatiently waiting for when that warmth would clasp around him, wanting those walls to pull him in deep, wanting to fill his brother up to the point of screaming. He scissored his fingers around quickly until it was just barely loose. All the while listening to the lewd muffled sounds his brother was making, but he knew he had to wait, the punishment came first. He picked up Lovi and set his weak body on the floor in front of Antonio, shoving his face in front of Antonio's, hard, long cock, which to Lovi, looked as it were pulsing.

"Now then, for your punishment, I'll be watching you... as you suck Antonio," Feliciano told his brother, enjoying the look of stark horror on his face.

Lovi had tears at the corner of his eyes and slowly, wrapped those beautiful lips around Antonio's length, sucking and whimpering Lovi sat there on his knees completely exposed. Antonio bucked his hips forward into Lovi's mouth, making those beautiful tears overflow onto rosy cheeks. He sucked, swirling his tongue and nibbling lightly. Antonio grunted as Lovi took him higher, and higher.

Just then Lovi felt something warm and wet lick his hole, before something hard was placed there. His little brother then roughly slammed his body against him. He whimpered against Antonio.

The feel and sound of that whimper was his breaking point. He came, splattering the inside of Lovi's throat. Lovi whimpered, and tried to spit the bitter liquid out of his mouth, but Feli's had held his mouth shut. His voice whispered in his ear, cruelly, coldly. "Swallow," Feli ordered, he wasn't asking, he was telling.

Slowly, Lovi swallowed, coughing when Feli finally let go. Feli was pounding into Lovi listening to his loud moans, when he heard a gasp. He had found it, Lovi's most pleasurable spot. Ruthlessly, he rammed his cock into that one place, feeling Lovi's insides clench around him, knowing his brother was close.

"Ah~ hmm F-Feliciano~" Lovi's voice moaned loudly.

That voice, that beautiful lust-filled voice almost sent him over the edge. He kept his body moving for another minute before Lovi's body twisted and arched, he called out in a voice that could have killed Feli. Feli grunted as he thrust into Lovi one last time, before releasing inside of him.

Lovi felt his brothers cum fill his backside and whimpered. That's when he heard Feli.

"The best, being inside fratello is the best! I could stay this way forever," Feli moaned.

The last coherent thought that ran through Lovi's mind was, No more, please no more...

Then Feliciano ravished him, taking back what was his, showing Lovi and Antonio too, that Lovi was his. He tore at him from the inside, broke perfect skin, bruised his arms, neck, legs, and back. Lovi was his, and only his...

[So? what did you think? I'm aware that it's rough, But I really enjoyed writing this. The poetry is mine, and I did write it myself. Okay so I think I'll torture you with some ramblings^^ I really like this pairing, because who doesn't adore a blushy and vaguely submissive Romano? Italy as seme, Okay who didn't see that coming? It was meant to be! There's no way in hell that Italy is that innocent. I mean they have the fucking MOB! When is Italy gonna show his true colors and rape everyone? That's one episode I wouldn't want to miss, how about you? Thank you very much for reading the first chapter, I am looking forward to your reviews. Say what you're thinking^^ I don't mind3

With Lust and hate

~Torahime]