PROLOGUE:

"Losing someone close is never easy.

It's like losing a piece of your life and being."

'I must die' is the only thought in my mind in this last two years.

My life had been like this ever since that day... when the one who changed my life has finally set her wings away. That rainy night, she died in an accident. I was with her until her very last breath.

No one even wanted to help her, no one did. They said that's it already too late and there's no chance of survival. At that time, I couldn't trust anyone anymore. If only she was rescued, she wouldn't have died.

No doctor or nurse wanted to help. After her death, I felt nothing but emptiness. Emptiness that overshadowed my hopes, dreams…life.

I told myself 'if this was the feeling of losing someone close, then I'll just distance myself from everyone and I'll never let myself be with anyone.'

I felt like I was already dead. I was just living my life because I didn't want anyone close to me to feel my despair.

I ignored everyone… my own family. I never opened my heart to anyone ever since.

It's been 2 years since she died. It's also been 2 years since I closed my heart to everyone.

I remembered the time when I was in her funeral; I didn't expect myself to not cry at all. Not a single tear left my eyes.

I didn't understand why I didn't shed a tear but probably because I didn't want to admit that she was dead. I didn't want her to be forgotten and feel like she was just another friend. In my heart, she was still alive. The only thing that helps me to remember she was alive was the memories of her being with me. Though, those feelings soon left me when I was visiting her grave in her death anniversary.

That was the only time I let myself cried. I know that she was dead. At that moment, I felt my heart being ripped apart and left me with sadness and suffering.

Then, I remembered her, the only person who's there for me and always supports me. She was the only person that I consider my family.

I just want to disappear and be forgotten. I don't want to suffer anymore… and I realized something about this world…

-TO BE CONTINUED-

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