A/N: So this is my first ever fanfic, I have to say, I'm pretty pround of it, but you might think different. I'm cool with that, really, just no pointless flames please, but that doesn't mean be nice just because! This is a poem, I guess, about how Bella was torn between Jacob and Edward then realizing that Edward was the right guy for him. So this is more or less Post-New Moon, but Mid-Eclipse.

Disclaimer!: I own none of the charecters mentioned in this! If I did I would make Edward my own personal man servent, and trust me if he was....I wouldn be in a very different place right now.

I knew I could never pick between those two.

They were both natural enemies,

And I certainly wasn't helping that cause.

Jacob, my best friend and my soul mate in the rational, non mythical world

This isn't that kind of world.

He kept the blood running through my veins when he left.

Edward, my true love,

He is the love of my existence.

My Fiancé

He left me, he left me bleeding, wounded.

But he came back; he loved me even more,

And I loved him back.

Both of them, my soul mates,

The loves of my existence

If only I could keep Edward, and

Have Jacob as my best friend.

I know I can't.

I know I can't because

After the wedding,

I'll be with Edward

Forever.

But what if I chose wrong?

I can't and won't second guess my love for Edward,

But I can still wonder what could have been.

I could have had a family

A normal, human family.

Maybe with Mike, or maybe even Jacob

But now I know what true love is

I would have never known that without Edward.

I would have never lived.

I can never go back to what I was doing before I met him:

My only one, my true love, my twilight

That's why I want to spend forever with him.

He says that I'll lose my soul when I commit to him forever

That my soul is too important to take away

I don't think that.

I think that all that matters is that

We will be together

Forever.

No matter what happens.

Even if there is an eclipse of my moon,

It passes.

I love Edward

And I can't live without him.

Even if it is eternity,

I want to take every step of it

With him

Hand in hand.

Forever.

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