A/N: Well I was distracting myself from my story. And this came to mind and I just had to write it down. Don't know if I did any good. So here goes.
ENJOY!
Bella's POV
~Who I truly loved and missed~
Each day was a blast
Even though I whined and complained
Every time you took me shopping or play Barbie doll Bella
It was fun
I loved every minute of it
I loved spending every day with you
You always know how to make me smile
To make me laugh
You know how to say the right things
You always know what to do
I love you
Not him
I wanted to spend every waking day with you
I wanted to tell you
But when the day he took you away from me
My world started to crumble
I couldn't move
I couldn't speak
I was a zombie
Just wasting away
Then I found something else—something that wasn't you
He was my sun
My heart was healing but there was a piece missing
And that piece was you—my pixie
He couldn't heal the piece
I was suffering even when I was with him
But I just put a happy mask for him
And when I was alone memories of you filled my mind
I suffered more than ever
I couldn't take it anymore
I jumped off a cliff to end my misery
But I never thought my sun will save me
I wanted to die
I wanted to end it all
But he didn't want that
So I bid him farewell and went home
To suffer in silence
Yet I never suspected to see you
I was in shock
I collapsed sobbing
Thinking it's a dream—a cruel sick twisted dream
You pulled me into a hug, feeling you're icy—warm skin I knew it couldn't be a dream
You comforted me
Like you always did
I was in heaven in your arms
You didn't say a thing
You always knew what to do
You just held me, like your life depended on it
As I held you like mines did as well
I was in heaven
I didn't want to leave
I couldn't and why would I?
The missing piece in my heart is now filled
You was the one who I truly loved and missed
A/N: Hoped ya liked it. And if you don't know who her sun is its Jacob. Reviews will be nice. Alice's will be next.
~Ciao Zelly~
