Sixteen year old Kurt Hummel looked out the window of his old white prision. Today was his last day here. He had stopped talking about him, and they believed that He believed them.
Kurt Hummel had been checked into Lima's mental institution three months ago. Ever since Kurt had been little He had memories. Memories of him with another boy. When he was little, They had been of him and a curly haired boy playing in the sandbox, watching movies, planning weddings for their power rangers and singing together. When he was older, the boy, who in the memories had called himself Blaine Anderson, The memories changed. Kurt began to feel for the boy in his memories, and the boy began to feel for him. The memories grew more...relationship like. Movie dates, Duets, and looking up at the stars together.
He told his friends about these memories, but no one seemed to believe him. The more the memories came, the more people began to worry about him. When he finally shared the memory of Blaine and Himselfs first kiss, three months ago did they finally crack and send him away.
Whilst in the mental institution, the memories stopped, even before the medication. He still remembered all of the old memories, Their first date, them playing in the sandbox when they were three, them watching the little mermaid, all of it. He insisted that he wasn't insane, that these memories had actually happened, But no one believed him. So he shut up, he took the pills, and now he was finally free.
Just long as he kept his mouth shut about Blaine.
It was his first day back, and He wasn't looking forward to it. Being dubbed as the school crazy never had any perks. It's not like he had no friends, Rachel and Mercedes were always supportive, and the Glee Club didn't judge, It just didn't make school something exactly to look forward too.
"Do you have your pills?" Finn asked when they drove up to McKinley high.
"Yes Finn. I have my pills." Kurt said for the eight time that morning. "And before you say your next sentence, I know, Once before lunch and once right before Glee."
"I'm just worried about you Bro. If any of the football team messes with you, just come find me, alright?"
"I've got it Finn. I'm not three." Kurt sighed and grabbed his bag before getting out of the car.
Most of the school day was a blur, The memories had been coming back ever since He had left the mental hospital, but he had done his best to supress them. If there was one thing Kurt didn't want, It was to go back. He kept everything a secret, but he yearned for Blaine to be real, to exist.
It seems odd, being in love with a person who may or not be part of your insanity, But Kurt was. Blaine was everything he ever wanted in a guy. Of course, Blaine had loved him back in his memories, but that could've just been his mind giving him what he wanted.
Glee Club was next on his schedule, He stopped by his locker and shoved his bag inside before making his way there. He entered the classroom and popped his pills into his mouth, washing them down with a bottle of water.
Rachel waved to him from the cornor where she was sitting with Finn. Mercedes waved to him aswell, her arm linked around Sams. Kurt smiled at both of them but went to go sit by himself as far away from the group as possible.
Rachel and Mercedes were amazing, but they each had boyfriends now and He just couldn't be around them without more memories surfacing of Blaine surfacing.
He felt the eyes of everyone on him. It wasn't different than it had been the rest of the day, people thought he was a crazy loon, but he wasn't expecting that from the glee club, but he should've expected that. He was having memories of a boy that didnt exisit.
"Kurt, Where in the world have you been for the past three months?" The curly haired boy questioned, his brown eyes glowing.
The chestnut haired boy looked at his feet, "I've been away. I got sent away for telling people about you."
"Why would you get sent away because of me?" Blaine looked hurt, his curls falling in his face.
"People don't believe that you exist, and when I say enough, People think I'm crazy." Kurt sighed, "I couldnt see you there, or I couldn't get out."
Blaine looked confused, "But I do exist."
"Not occording to the rest of the world." He snorted.
"I know I exist, Just like I know I love you." The brown eyed boy said softly, taking Kurt's face in his soft hands.
"I love you too Blaine, Your everything I've ever wanted. But what if their right? What If I am insane? What if you arn't real?" Kurt asked his face glowing with tears.
"No crying with those beautiful eyes." Blaine told him. "I am real, and I do love you." He leaned in and kissed him softly on the lips.
Kurt jerked awake from his dream the second Blaine's lips connected with his, He was covered in sweat and was shaking. He rifled through his side drawer and found the pills the doctor prescribed him to take whenever a dream like this happened. He swallowed them and flopped back on his bed, rolling over on his stomach.
He didn't want to go back to sleep for fear of another memory appearing. So He just sat, sat and waited for the sun to rise.
