Hi everyone, I'm back with a new story. This story will be in a journal type or writing.

Warning: Some cold thoughts, thinking of death, deep thoughts, hurt, pain, and too much love. (You have been warned)

Don't You Dare Read This, Shun

Chapter one: 1/15

Summary: Some secrets hurt too much to share. Told in Alice and Shun's P.O.V

Couples: Alice/Shun (Major) Runo/Dan (Minor)

(Random date)

1/15 (Unknown year) Alice -Earth

As I see nothing in front of me, the snow falling to the ground like a shower of rain. The blizzard only begun and it has been getting colder in Russia as the years go by. The light has been dimmed, and the only source of warm would be under a blanket. How were my adoring man and baby boy doing in New Vestroia, while Julie, Runo, and I were on Earth, facing the powerful winds and heat waves, in my case, the burning blizzards?

Mournful of the weather, it seems the only emotion is sadness, and a bit of loneliness. The only reason why I'm lonely is that my husband and my little boy are on New Vestroia, completing missions and fighting villains, and that my grandfather had passed away some time after I gave birth to a healthy baby girl. Every time I look at her, I remember her father. I have but 3 options, and 2 of them seem repulsive to even think. My first choice is to wait, and alas, I have been for mere weeks. The second is to commit to suicide, but alas, who will take care of my little girl and my husband and baby boy when they return, so, I know I shall not go that path. The third is to- I have no reason on why the third choice should be thought of.

I need a reason on why we should be left alone, when our husbands and baby boys fight? I'm speaking for Julie, Runo, and myself. I have nothing, but my family. My Husband (Shun), my brother-in-laws (Rage, Edict, Aquen, Dan, Marucho), my sister-in-laws (Ven, Alrie, Julie, Runo), my older sister (Clair), my nephews (Void, Fierce, Luminous, Riot, Tension), my nieces (Raze, Adict, Rapid, Angeress, Agent), and my own children (Dare= son Venous= daughter).

My baby girl, sound asleep, without a care in the world. How can I sleep as soundly? I tried everything from trying to fall asleep; my last option was to write myself to sleep. Oh, but alas, sleep does no effect on me. I have sleepless eyes, and my child, my sweet little girl, who that I'm alone with on this winter, she'll keep me company, when her father and older brother arrives, which I hope will be soon, very soon.

1/15 (Unknown year) Shun –New Vestroia

The fighting has ceased and the moments of complete victory is in our grasp oh for too long, and yet we have yet to win this war against the Geonatives (a/n Made up, will be story sometime). My heart has been left cold for many days, and the hours passing, the minutes being sacrificed, the seconds wasted. I will not be able to bear the thought on how long I have been away from my sweet wife and little angel. I can never see the bright side of this, without them by my side. I see more of me then her in my son- my little boy- a ninja like me. His skills are impressive I should say, but my little girl is- I can't finish that sentence, it hurts me too much to think of her. She also reminds me of me.

The days gone by with no victory for me but only the loss of my dear wife and little angel. I pray for them to not go. I pray for them to be safe, to enjoy life to the fullest, and to be free as a bird and not trapped in a cage for life. The Geonative's co-leader –March- is nothing to fear as if to only fear me and the rest of the brawlers. Dan I know misses his wife and his little girl as well. Marucho- I can't tell. If I could say something to Alice and my darling girl again, it will be that I love them.

My life seems to wake up to only death, my job being dangerous, I don't want them to get hurt. I love them too much to let them go away from my grasp. My hate belongs to the enemy, but yet it's caged inside. I can't handle the pressure anymore; I'm going back to war.

So, what do you think? This is a Just-For-Fun story. R&R and tell me what I can do to make it better. XD and give me suggestions on the next story.

Oh, and about the Love Shield trilogy, the second is called Strike Out- Summery- Amber Lynn Striker comes back, but angrier than ever. She still wanted Shun, but was struck out when she realized Shun was in the hospital. Alice wasn't prepared to find out that A.L.S is back and going to see Shun whenever she wants.

The third one is called The Final Appearance –Summery- Amber is back for the last time. Shun has a fever and can't drive her out, while Alice was making him lunch, Amber came, and made them both angry. This time means revenge. But it isn't her last appearance though!

THERE'S A FORTH ONE! It's called Nightmare in the Mourning –summery- Amber who? Amber Lynn Striker that's who. Everything peaceful in the morning, when Amber's friend and herself come back and Amber's friend kidnaps Alice and falls in love with her. Shun's busy with Amber and can't get to Alice. Alice and Shun now has to find others to get Amber and her friend to leave them alone, but who? P.S The people they get to leave them alone is Ace and Mira. P.S.S Mike Loan Ryx comes in.

There is another one with a mix. That'll be with Amber's ex-boyfriend after Alice. (Derrick Genre Kanses- D.G.K)

Hoped you enjoyed the story and don't forget to leave a suggestion if you want that is.