Angel's Lament.
I used to see how everything changed
And how the world revolved around me time and time again
And now I have been blessed with a spritual conscience
Which tells me that it is time to go to sleep and remember my past
The things that whisper in every corner
Keep floating until my mind is at rest
And my stomach keeps churning
And butterflies float around in the air
And forever they will linger
In the corners of my mind
And as I turn the pages of every leaf of my life
They will haunt me and tremble
For fear of their desires
And when they finally submit
To what it is that they must believe
They will stop in their tracks and kiss my cheek
And sit at my right hand
They will bow down to me
Like a fallen pack of cards
And nothing will ever be the same again
For something keeps telling me to go
Away from everything that has ever hurt me
For my expense is their extravagance
And mountainous debt they must repay
It keeps on coming forward
And will not let me rest
My eyes keep diverging
And my soul keeps on leaking wisdom
But I have no will to know that it is so pure
My head pretends to pummel
And will not let me die
It says that I cannot be restrained
And that I must carry those burdens
Only I know what it is that I know
And I must carry on without putting a stake to my chest
For fear of leaving the helpless
So still those memories must live on.
