Angel's Lament.

I used to see how everything changed

And how the world revolved around me time and time again

And now I have been blessed with a spritual conscience

Which tells me that it is time to go to sleep and remember my past

The things that whisper in every corner

Keep floating until my mind is at rest

And my stomach keeps churning

And butterflies float around in the air

And forever they will linger

In the corners of my mind

And as I turn the pages of every leaf of my life

They will haunt me and tremble

For fear of their desires

And when they finally submit

To what it is that they must believe

They will stop in their tracks and kiss my cheek

And sit at my right hand

They will bow down to me

Like a fallen pack of cards

And nothing will ever be the same again

For something keeps telling me to go

Away from everything that has ever hurt me

For my expense is their extravagance

And mountainous debt they must repay

It keeps on coming forward

And will not let me rest

My eyes keep diverging

And my soul keeps on leaking wisdom

But I have no will to know that it is so pure

My head pretends to pummel

And will not let me die

It says that I cannot be restrained

And that I must carry those burdens

Only I know what it is that I know

And I must carry on without putting a stake to my chest

For fear of leaving the helpless

So still those memories must live on.