What Happened to Bella
Disclamer: roses are red, violets are blue, if you think I own this I say "What's wrong with you"
What happened to me? I always thought I was doing the right thing but look where my "good ideas" got me. When I was a little girl I would laugh with my parents about those of lower blood than us and cheered for what the dark lord does to protect purity. I never thought it would be as real as this. I new my mom and dad supported him but it always seemed like they just laughed at his victims rather than actually helping him. I honestly believed until the minute I joined that I could mimic them and stand on the sidelines. I guess I was wrong. I know I probably joined for the wrong reason and a reason the dark lord would kill me for just mentioning. I fell in love with Lord Voldemort. Wait no I didn't, who I really fell in love with was Tom Riddle. When I read about him in the Prophet I knew I liked him. Back then he was still gorgeous and more than that, powerful. I became of age the first thing I wanted to do was become a Death Eater, simply to see him and make him happy. Even after my surname changed to Lestrange, I didn't give up on him. Even when the dark lord changed his appearance to that of a snake, I loved him and would do any thing to be in his good graces. That is how I ended up here, in this bloody Azkaban cell. I was crushed when I heard of his disappearance, and wanted an answer. This is why I did something I would never wish upon any one, torture to the point of insanity. I mean Merlin, they don't even know their own son, and I am the cause. I used to be a protective big sister to Andie and Cissy. Now I am the one who wanted Andie exiled from the Black line and I never talk to Cissy. More than anything I wish I would just go back to my life as a little girl, playing with dolls and doing little more than sneering at mudbloods. Yet I know I can't have that ever again. I am destined to stay in this wretched cellar for the rest of my life with some insane lunatics. Even if by some slim chance the dark lord comes back and frees his servants, I will go back to a life of slavery and unbelievable cruelty. I honestly would rather stay in Azkaban than join him again, for at least I would not have to repeat the horrid crimes I have committed. If you are wondering, no I no longer love the dark lord. I actually hate him for doing this to me and all those other people. But I know I will always be a Death Eater, no matter what. I just wish I could go back in time and tell myself to stay put, that my love for the dark lord was not worth what would come in the future. See Potter, look what that stupid thing you call love has done. It has torn families apart and ruined lives. Love is the reason I followed the dark lord and the reason your friend is practically an orphan. But most of all, it took Bella away and turned her into the cruel woman who has done these thing. Still think it's so great.