Fallen

by crack. my. mind. open

i had finished the book, and kept thinking of Luce. this is something i wrote in the dead of night, with no one around to shake me from my depressed thoughts. do not necessarily think that this is for solely the character, but for my similarities to her.

Fallen

I will fail

I will lie

I won't pick

Til the day I die

And I have the same chance

To be different for once

But it has never changed

Even when we must

Because all we know

Is something is wrong

Right here, right now

Isn't different from other falls

And my world has always been

Dark, constricted, lost

I have never been myself

Til the day I've finally gone

It's too late

No one can change

Held together forever

By coiling, tight chains

You may call yourself

Whatever, I won't deny

But say I don't deserve it

I would never buy

That lame excuse

To leave me out of chaos

Because it's already too late

I've already fell

To deep, dark holes

Beyond the grave

And I remain . . .

The fallen.