(A/N): Probably something to be included in Kurt's (eventual) suicide note. At this point, Kurt's so far gone, he's not quite himself anymore. Read, review, ENJOY! =D
Disclaimer: *Sigh* Really? No, I suppose I don't... SHOCKER!
Dad, I know that you're trying to get me some help.
I know that you're hoping – praying – for it to do some good.
And I really wish that I could tell you that it is.
But… I don't want to lie to you.
It's not really a question of if at this point.
It's really more of a question of when, and – if you want to get technical – how.
I know that it makes you sad.
You think I have problems.
You think that I'm in need of professional help.
You think that I'm out of my mind…
And maybe you're right.
But, here's the thing; it's not your life.
I know that I'm really messed up.
But I don't really care.
I have dreams.
I have moments when I'm formulating how I'm going to get to Broadway.
When I'm imagining how famous I'll be.
But then, a little voice in my head reminds me that I'm not getting that far.
I just… I can't make it to that point.
It's going to take too much.
I know that it will get better, but this is today, and it sucks.
Some days, it seems like the end won't come.
Others, it seems like it's just around the corner.
So just… prepare yourself, okay?
I really hope it doesn't hit you too hard.
Of course it will, but you'll move on.
You have a support network now; Carol and Finn.
You'll make it.
So, buck up, okay?
I don't want you to hurt any more that you have to.
Just, get yourself ready now.
Because, it's really not a question of if.
It's a question of when.
And the answer may be sooner than you think.
(A/N): Yeah, no comment. Oh, besides the fact that, yes, I did indeed quote Easy A. Bonus points if you caught it. It actually took me a second to realize what I was quoting.