I had this sudden Idea and I just had to type it on my new laptop :-)

Prelouge

B POV

Edward and I had been best friends for years and while everyone, even our mothers, thought that we'd end up together, it just hasn't happened yet. I love Edward, no, I'm In love with Edward, but every time I try and tell him, I see his perfect face and chicken out. I mean really, how could someone like him love someone like me. It just doesn't seem plausible.

EPOV

Bella, it means Beautiful and by god is she. I wonder how someone like her could even be my friend, someone like her shouldn't be friends with someone like me. And yet it's what I love about her, yes, I'm In love with her and if I could just tell her, then I would shout out to the world that Isabella Swan is mine, but I chicken out every time having doubts, like if she didn't love me back, it would wreck our relationship and I don't know what would be worse, her rejection or losing her forever.

Chapter 1 I love you

BPOV

Alice wanted to stay over and because Mrs Cullen and the doc were out of town and my mum doesn't like anyone being alone so Edward is staying the night as well. I'M DOOMED!

Alice walked into my room with one of those looks. "Hey Bella."

"What do you want?" I replied.

"That hurt, why do you think that I came in here just to ask you for something?"

"Because you have that 'please let me have what I want' look."

"Oh well, you're right anyway. So I was wondering if I could crash in Jaspers room?"

"Why are you asking me that?"

"Because you would have to share with Edward." She said giving me a 'duh' look.

"Aright Ally, but you owe me big time, ok?"

"THANK YOU BELLA!" She ran up and hugged me.

At dinner I sat next to Alice but in front of me was Edward. He kept staring at me like he was deciding on something and right now I really didn't want to know, but I'd find out later just to make sure it wasn't something really bad.

EPOV

It was at dinner that I decided I would tell Bella how I felt and I would do it tonight. After dinner we watched some movies, I sat next to Bella on the couch because Jasper and Alice sat on the loveseat. Slowly, Bella started to fall asleep and as she did so she would lean on me more and more, I wasn't complaining but I had to be careful she was my best friend's sister.

"Hey, Edward?" Jasper said in a hushed tone. I looked over at him and saw that Alice was also asleep.

"Let's get them up stairs." I said and he nodded. We picked up our girls carrying them up to the rooms we were staying in.

"Oh, Edward hurt her and I'll kill you with my bare hands. Good night." Jasper said as he turned and took my sister into his room, closing the door with his foot. I walked down the hall to Bell's room and placed her on the bed, I had just turned around when she started to cry in her sleep.

"No, don't leave me! No, I love you, please don't leave. Please, Edward, please." She cried out as she turned on the bed. I couldn't believe what I had just heard, did she really love me the way I loved her? No, I just misheard her, she didn't say I love you and mean it to me. She started to cough and I realised she was awake

"Are you okay Bella?" I asked

"No, It's ok, I really just had a bad dream but I'm ok now." She smiled at me getting up and grabbing her night clothes, she left the room and I took the opportunity to change myself.

BPOV taking a deep, steadying breath.

I had that dream again, the dream of Edward leaving me. I had to tell him how I felt, it was eating at me and I couldn't take It any longer. I had to tell him even if it meant that I would lose him.

I walked back into my room to see Edward had changed in my absence. and know sitting on my bed. I took a deep breath.

"Edward, I need to tell you something." I said

"Bella, you can tell me anything, you don't have to ask." He replied, looking me in the eyes and I nearly got lost in (the deep pools of liquid green)his beautiful green eyes.

"Edward, I...I...I was wondering if you had finished your bio project because I'm having trouble with mine." I so chickened out just then and It hurt so much that I couldn't tell him.

"Yes I have." He paused "Bella, I need to tell you something."

"Then tell me Edward." I said unconsciously leaning towards him, entranced by his deep, masculine voice.

He stood up taking my hands in his and looking deep into my eyes. "Isabella Swan, I'm in love with you." He said softly, and all I saw in his eyes was pure love.

I hadn't realised that I'd started crying till he brushed the tears away with his thumb. "I love you too Edward Cullen, I love you so much." He pulled me into a big hug but it wasn't a friends hug, it was a lovers embrace.

"Bella, can I kiss you?" He asked, I felt his warm, sweet breath caress my neck.

"You never have to ask." He bent down and caught my lips in his. I wrapped my arms around his neck deepening the kiss. He loved me, I loved him and right know I wanted him, I needed him.

He pulled away so we could breathe but even then his lips never left my skin, he worked his way down my neck and sucked and nibbled on my collarbone. I moaned and he started to walk me backwards until my legs hit the bed. I panicked. I had no idea what I was going to do.

"Edward I can't, not now." I whispered through gasps.

"I'm sorry Bella, I would never do something that you aren't ready for, I promise." He said in a rush but with a sweet smile on his face.

Next day

I woke up to find Edwards arms wrapped around me, so I my back was against his muscular chest. I sighed and rolled over in his arms, burying my face in his chest, trying to go back to sleep for a little bit longer. It was Saturday, so I could do that, I didn't even bother looking at the clock.

"Morning." Edward mumbled. I must have woken him rolling over.

"Yeah, Morning. What time is it?" I asked yawning.

He chuckled beside me. "It's 9:30, sweetie. Don't worry, we don't have to get up for another hour or so." He said, rubbing my back soothing my panic attack at how late we had slept in.

I relaxed back into his arms, breathing in his sweet scent, I smiled as his breathing evened out and we both fell back to sleep, well, at least we tried.

"BELLA! EDWARD! GET UP! RENEE HAS BREAKFAST READY!" Alice called from outside the room.

We both sighed and I tried to roll out of bed but Edward caught me and stopped me, pulling me back to him. "And where do you think you're going?" he asked in a playful tone.

"Getting up so I could eat something, unless you want me to stay and end up eating you?"

"Well, we can't have you going hungry now, can we?" he said getting up and pulling me across the bed before kissing me. He wrapped his arms around my waist bringing me closer to him and deepening our kiss.

The door opened and no-one other than Jasper walked in, "Dude, breakfast is-" he looked at me, then Edward and did a double take. "I'm going to pretend I never came in here." he said and left.

"I think we need to get down stairs." I said and Edward nodded his head. I took his hand and started to walk out when he jerked me back and threw me over his shoulder.

"Edward, put me down." I said but then noticed the great view of his arse I had so I stopped struggling.

"Bella, are you oggaling me arse?" he asked amused.

"I wouldn't say I'm oggaling your drop dead gorgeous butt, I'm more admiring it." I said with a huge grin on my face.

"Sweetie, you're the one with the drop dead gorgeous butt." he said slapping my butt in the process.

"Oh My God! I did not just see my brother slap my best friends arse. I did not just see my brother slap my best friends arse. I did not just see my brother slap my best friends arse." Alice said tuning around horrified at what she'd just witnessed. I started to laugh, so Edward put me down. We walked into the kitchen and both Alice and Jasper looked shaken but I didn't really care. Not now that I had Edward and that we both knew each others feelings.

"So, how did you kids sleep last night?" mum asked.

"Good Mrs. Swan" Edward answered with a smile in his voice.

"Alright, what did you do this time?" my mum said turning around and looking straight at Edward

"What?" He asked looking at her with an innocent expression.

"Edward, you only ever call me Mrs. Swan when you're in trouble." My mum said with a matter-of-fact tone.

"Edward and I switched rooms." Alice said (with a sheepish look on her small, pixie like face.)looking like see kind of regretted it.

"Oh, so Edward slept with Bella and you with Jasper." my mum said like it was nothing.

"What, you're not worried that we're 17 year olds and we switched rooms?" I asked, feeling very confused.

"Bella, you've been on the pill since you were 15 and Jasper knows where the condoms are in your father and I's room." Alice coughed on her drink as Jasper turned his head not so subtly away from mum.

"Dude," Edward said slightly disgusted, "you deflowered my sister using your dad's rubber?"

"I so never needed to know that." I said quietly.

"Don't dude me, I caught you and my sister this morning." Jasper said and my mum just stared at me.

"Hey, we were just kissing." I said, when I piped up Edward looked at me real strangely.

"You've been on the pill since you were 15?" he asked, his voice was heavily laced with confusion and shock.

"That was your mum's idea" I said, challenging him with my eyes to say more about it.

We all finished eating without any more talk of our sex lives.

"So when are your mum and dad getting back?" I asked as Edward and I lounged on the couch in my room.

"Next month or so, mum will be really happy about us, she's been waiting ever since we were born for us to fall in love." He said burying his face in my hair. I giggled when I felt his warm breath on the back of my neck.

"I think our mums are in cahoots with each other because the day after I told my mum that I was in love with you, your mum suggested I go on the pill."

"So you've been in love with me for two years?"He asked, the question showing in his eyes.

"Yes, why? when did you fall in love with me?" I asked, taking a hold of his hand.

"When we were 10 and I saw you fall over at the beach and I caught you for the first time. I also promised myself from that day on, that if I was near you while you were falling then I would pick you up or catch you." He said in complete honesty.

"And you have you've always been there for me. I love you Edward." I replied softly.

"I love you too, sweet heart." He whispered before softly kissing the sensitive spot behind my ear.

I turned around so I was facing him and kissed him. It was like our first kiss, it started off sweet and full of the love we shared but soon a fire ignited in both of us. I pulled him closer to me, tangling my fingers into his hair. He pulled me onto his lap so I was straddling him. He licked my bottom lip and I gave him complete access. Our tongues battled for dominance as all rational thought left me. I could feel him under me, I wanted him and he wanted me. I was ready, we were probably going too fast for this but we knew each other like we'd been dating for years. Edward moved his hands to my back and tugged on my top, he stopped for a moment, to make sure I was ok with it and I just lifted my hands above my head so he could pull it off of me. Once he threw my top across the room my hands went to the front of his top and I made quick work of it, pushing it off his shoulders. We backed up so we could breathe but even then, Edward never stopped kissing me, he kissed his way down my neck to the top of my breasts, kissing each mound through the lace of my bra.

"KIDS! I'M HOME!" my dad called from downstairs, snapping us out of our lust filled state.

"FUCK!" I said, sliding off Edwards lap and retrieving our shirts. I tossed Edwards at him as I slid mine over my head. I heard my dad's footsteps coming up the stairs when I grabbed a book and sat back on Edwards lap holding the book so we looked like we were both reading it.

"Yo, kids what you doing?" my dad said, bursting in without knocking.

"Reading." I said a bit too fast. My dad looked at me suspiciously, then at Edward.

"My condoms are in the bottom draw in my room if you need." he said nonchalantly and left the room. I was blushing so hard, but not as hard as Edward was sticking into my arse.

"Well, that was interesting." Edward said pulling me back closer to him.

"Interesting is one way to put it." I said with lots of sarcasm, sliding off of him.

"Hey, where are you going?" he asked.

"Just to get some food, we missed lunch and I'm hungry." I said walking out the door before Edward could react.

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