5th September 1985

My Dearest Ezra ,

They have said that you only know the best things in life once they're gone , however I have never believed them until this moment ,

I had always believed that the best things in life are easily recognisable ; The best books have bent spines , curled up edges and smell of ink , coffee and cigarettes , the best music are the songs that you can't stop singing , but the best people you find you don't realise they are until they are gone and have left a gaping whole in your life where they used to be , I miss you Ezra , and I love you with all my heart

Ezra it was not until you were taken from me that I realised how much I loved you and needed you.

I love you with all my heart ,

Aria