'It's
twelve o'clock at night; do you know where your
child is?'
Obviously
in California parents all-around were wondering the same question, so
many so Michael O'Donnell was being forced to listen to this horrid
station, or another one discussing: 'You
and your colon, what you may not know.'
Apparently at 12:59 AM the good people of California thought that those who are prone to insomnia didn't deserve to listen to anything besides bodily functions and teens their parents couldn't control.
Though as he turned onto another street he sighed
quietly glancing to all of the empty houses, where normal people were
sleeping their way into the morning. On the other hand seeing as a
rainstorm was on its way Mike was left to his insomnia, just like
aaaaany other
normal person.
For ever since he could remember whenever a storm
was on its way he couldn't sleep. Though before he was kicked out
of his house, his family resented him, and he regretted everyday of
his life – his beautiful soon to be ex-wife, Scarlet would make him
herbal vanilla tea and sit out with him until she fell asleep … or
the baby woke her up.
A baby whom had grown up day by day with
her parents by her side, a choice Mike had made years ago in the
fateful Hayden gymnasium. As he held her for the first time, watched
her take her first steps – Mike knew deep down he was never going
to regret the choice he made.
Though one almost divorce, no job
promotion and consequently no job later Michael found himself not
regretting … but more-so wishing he was seventeen again, taking his
life back.
He got the seventeen part from falling off a bridge into an abyss of … time-reversal on his body, however the 'taking his life back' was proving to be a little more than difficult. Parking in front of 'his house' Mike glanced over to see all the lights off, showing that they were obviously all asleep. Not that if he was there, in his thirty-seven year old body it would've been any difference.
Sighing he made his way up the driveway as he looked over to see Scarlet's brain storming emerging all over the backyard with bags of dirt strewn, lights spread, and his and Scarlet's work on the backyard clearly evident. Yes, the only way Mike could get close to his soon-to-be-ex-wife was by helping her with her backyard renovations he never actually finished.
Scolding himself he quietly made his way through the disarray of objects sitting down on the edge of the deck. He supposed it wasn't a very good idea to be sitting there, considering Scarlet was having an already difficult time spending with him. Not that she hated spending time with him; he found she was trying to restrain herself – finding him to be 'too much like her ex-husband'. Mike didn't mind so much … though he was finding it difficult to act seventeen around her, and not, well … her husband.
Deciding against wallowing in his thoughts (Ned, his best friend and 'fake' father had advised him that self-pity will only dig his hole deeper) it was time to take a stroll around their work in progress backyard. Mike quietly made his rounds, hands in his pockets, and finding it harder to see any sort of semblance of a backyard through the chasm of garden utensils. Though no matter how it was going to turn out Mike was just happy to be spending time with his wife, and her simply enjoying herself.
It's not like he could resist her smile, now could he?
"M-Mark?"
Her voice, which Mike
really wasn't expecting to hear at 1:30 AM threw him slightly
off-guard … which resulted with him colliding with a rake, and
wheelbarrow simultaneously. "Oh my goodness, Mark! Are you okay?
I'm so sorry it's just … I usually don't find my son's
friends wandering our backyard at 1:30 AM!"
As much as he loved
hearing her voice, Mike was finding it slightly irritating as he
groaned from the pain in his stomach and right knee. "Oh dear,
you're bleeding … on your nice clothes too! I'll be right
back!"
The trembling in her voice Mike wasn't quite expecting. She hadn't even helped him up … not that he expected her too; Scarlet always reacted to injured people like this. Groaning still at the pain Mike forced himself to sit up, and limped his way to the deck (he could also hear Ned's taunting: 'See? I may be your fake father, but I know that going to your ex-wifes house at 1:30 AM is not a good idea…)' Groaning Mike pulled his knee up to his chest as he saw blood soaking through now.
"Mark? Here, I have some band-aids and
disinfectant here …"
Her voice was trembling again, as were
her hands. But Mike simply nodded as he watched her closely. The way
she was took him back a few years, when Alex was only three, and had
fallen off of his bicycle.
Mike remembered he had been attempting to teach Alex the whole day how to ride, and he wasn't quite getting the hang of it. However a few hours later, by some miracle, Alex was speeding down the street screaming at the top of his lungs as Mike proudly watched his son ride off on his own. Before he could swell his chest any farther in pride, gravity caught hold of his son, and he was colliding with the ground, sending him in a fit of tears. A huge cut was across his knee – with blood dripping down his leg, showing obvious signs of injury. Being the loving father he was Mike attempting to consol his son, but before Alex was even in his arms he was bawling his way straight home. What had Mike done? However as Alex's chubby legs ran straight up to the front door he heard Alex's desperate cries for his mom.
Scarlet was there in seconds out the door tending to Alex, who had calmed down quite a fair bit when he saw his mothers face. She rocked him back and forth in her arms, gently whispering to her son, getting him to smile after a tragic event (as tragic as falling off a bicycle can be, at any rate). Mike had watched as she stroked his hair, and told him a story as she cleaned off his cut – taking away some of the pain. And here he was, getting the same treatment … only now, in his seventeen year old body.
"Okay,
lift up your pant leg." Clearly she wasn't even thinking about
what she was saying anymore. "and let me clean it out, it will only
sting a little, no worries." Mike said nothing for a few moments as
he held back his wince as she started cleaning.
"You didn't
have to do this Sca - … Mrs. O'Donnell, I'll be fine. You
should get back to bed."
She was quiet for a few moments, as
she was slowly calming down. He watched quietly, not daring to say a
word as he saw a small point of her tongue creep out of the side of
her mouth, deep in thought.
"Why were you here Mark?"
"Um,
well, I couldn't sleep. So I thought I'd go somewhere I knew was
like – well, a second home to me and I thought I could just come
here? I'm sorry, I shouldn't of, I know…"
"Why couldn't
you sleep?"
For a teenager pouring his heart at her at two
o'clock AM she really wasn't paying much attention to the fact
that he was still
at her house this late, or early, whichever is preferred. "There's
a thunderstorm on the way. Whenever it's about to rain I always
can't sleep the night before …"
As he spoke the words hung
in the air as Scarlet blinked, slowly lowering her hand from his knee
as she grabbed a band aid from the box.
"It's something
I've had my whole life, so it's not a condition or anything
really …"
"My husband - or ex-husband had the same
condition. He always thought he was the only one who had it."
A silence followed as Mark quietly looked down at his feet as they shuffled into the dirt, making a small hole for them and to some extent – showed him the past few weeks spent here, that was exactly what he was doing to himself at Scarlet's house. As much as Michael hated silences for the most part, this one he was alright with between them, for he wouldn't have the chance to mess up his words and sound like a complete idiot (or in the words of Ned, a complete douche).
"All you need is a band aid and you'll be good as
new, Mark."
As she came to apply the bandage Mike watched her
hands tremble like he had never seen, and when her skin touched his
own – it was cold as stone, something Scarlet's hands never were
…
flashback. "Looks
like you two are going to have a very healthy little child!" Despite
her obvious forced enthusiasm Michael O'Donnell knew the smile on
his face was real as he squeezed the hand of his soon to be wife. She
was simply beaming as the two nodded to the technician. "Yes well, we
wouldn't want anything less for the He kissed her temple lightly as his hand
went to find her own. However on contact Mike's brows furrowed. There was a silence as she
pushed her lips together – something she also did when she was
holding back her tears. Dark eyes traced the page again as Scarlet
didn't respond for a moment, quietly taking in the picture before
her eyes. "Scar, c'mon now,
we promised we weren't going to dwell on this. If I didn't want
to be here I'd be at basketball practice right now, you know
that." After a few moments she smiled quietly as
Mike nodded in return. "Of course I know that."
"Thank
you, that's very good news." Scarlet breathed, Mike's thumb
coming over to gently stroke her hand quietly.
The two had learned to ignore the sarcasm and rude
comments from the technicians; after all, this was their second ultra
sound. They were pro's … well, in Mike's mind they were. As she
left them alone they didn't even say a word, which was something he
appreciated about Scarlet. She didn't need to talk all the time,
especially in a thrilling moment like the one they just shared.
Holding the picture in her hand Mike watched her eyes search it, with
a little fear, but a smidge of enchantment as her fingertips ran over
the page quietly.
Her
hands were cold, which was when something was really wrong. Her hands
were almost always warm, something Mike could always count on …
except for when they were cold was when something was truly bothering
her.
"Scar, what is it?"
"I don't want … you to regret being here, with
me, and our child."
This topic hadn't come up with the two of
them since that fateful day he proposed to her, while walking on his
'academic future' at the same time.
A small sigh came to his ears as she leaned back in the
chair, with complete defeat. "Fine, fine. This is your future now,
you know that?"
He brought his
lips to her temple, taking her hand again, feeling the warmth slowly
return to them.
end
flashback.
Not
only was he a complete cornball, but apparently being a cornball was
what kept them together. The not-so-unknown feeling of regret slowly
crept up as Mike was taken out of his flashback and back into
reality, where he saw Scarlet crying now with her head in her hands,
the band-aid long forgotten on the ground.
The tears stained her
cheeks as Mike sat helplessly, his hands loosely hanging where they
had collided. Her shoulders shook as he carefully, and very
cautiously brought a hand to touch her shoulder in what he knew to be
the only way he could comfort her in his present state.
"Mrs.
O'Donnell? I hope I didn't offend you – I can go if you'd
like…"
Mike had a feeling it was a good idea to slowly
leave as he carefully stood up; however he was surprised to find her
small hands gripping his own.
"No – no, don't go yet."
There was a pause, as he knew she was feeling slightly odd asking
Alex's friend to stay, "after Mike left, I've felt alone every
night. It's good to have some – some company…"
Mike,
not even able to handle the lump of guilt in his throat, slid down
beside her. Her sobs continued as he brought a hand to gently stroke
her back … almost wishing he could change back to his older body,
to show her he really did care. That he didn't want to be the
reason for the tears flowing down her cheeks, for the late nights she
was spending alone … because of him.
His fingertips played along
her back, as her shoulders continued to shake. As he continued
Scarlet gave into her loneliness and slowly started leaning into
Mike, her head gently resting on her shoulders.
There was a
small wet mark where her tears continued to fall, but Mike didn't
look, because he was holding her. Even if she didn't know he was
caring for her, like she so desperately wanted him to do the past few
years.
His lips gently collided with the top of her hair –
planting a kiss of comfort quietly. Scarlet was slowly starting to
calm down, her shoulders not shaking as much, and her quiet sobs not
quite as frequent.
"Thank you, Mark. I know this is weird
because of your being friends with Alex but it does mean a lot."
He
nodded, not really wanting to say a word, and ruin the moment.
Apparently she felt the same, her head still against his shoulder, as
his hands continued to rub her back gently.
"Mrs. O'Donnell –
Sc, Scarlet? There's something I want to tell you…"
She said
nothing, but she also didn't object as Mike took this as a good
sign. So he continued: "Well it's about me, see I, I need to tell
you the truth -"
"Mom?! Mark?! What are you two doing out
here so early?!"
Before he could continue however the two found
themselves sitting before a very tired, and very confused looking
Alex who wasn't quite expecting to his best friend Mark Gold
embracing what appeared to be a very upset mother at 3:30 AM.
How was he going to get out of this one?
