sorry it took so long, there was some major drama at my house and i lose all my muses

"you used me as bait!!"

"no I didn't- ok maybe I did, but we got the guys didn't we?" Holland asked as he watched the brown haired boy across his room. Their room.

Renton looked at him, his left arm in bandages and two of his fingers in bandages too.

"see you admitted it Holland Novak."

"well Renton Thurston, if I didn't do that the one controlling the other three would have killed you, me, Eureka, Hilda, and Matthieu. Would you have wanted that to happen?"

Holland yelled, Talho, Hilda, Matthieu, Hap, and Eureka; all outside the door.

All knowing Holland could have did something other than that.

A loud band and all 5 went to the other side of the small hallway.

"you don't have to throw things at me Renton!" Holland yelled louder than before.

"well you shouldn't have thrown the damn thing at me in the first place, idiot." Renton yelled right back.

"all I did was throw it on the bed." Holland sighed

"I'm laying on the damn bed." Renton sobbed

"oh gods, Renton don't cry." Holland sighed again

"your always crying, when your frustrated, sad, hell even when your happy."

"Holland I'm not like you," sniff "I can't bottle up my emotions." hic "but right now I crying" sniff "cause" a short sob "cause you don't want me anymore."

"huh?" Holland's face blank as a clean sheet of paper.

"you tried to get me killed cause your tried of me." Renton yelled

"no I did not." Holland yelled right back, "I couldn't think Renton, so yea, maybe I did tell you to stay there in that one spot, but not meaning for you get hurt."

Holland walked over to the bed, Renton stood on the bed.

Holland took Renton's bandaged fingers and gently kissed the tips of each finger.
He took Renton's arm and kissed the bandage.

"I really should hit you for making my arm and fingers get hurt." Renton started

"then hit me." Holland said plainly

Renton pulled his right hand up as if to hit Novak but the hand on tapped his check before jumping on the other man and wrapping his legs around his waist.

"I was so scared, Holland, I thought no one was going to save me. I froze, I'm sorry Holland."

"me too, I shouldn't have used you as bait."

"when my hand or my arm get better, I am going to smack. you really, really hard too." Renton told Holland as the tears were once again staining his tan cheeks.

"I'll wait until then." Holland said as Renton kissed him sweetly

to Chaoticflautist.

i know it wasn't dark or anything and i want to say "I'm so sorry" and if this isn't what you had in mind please tell me.

i'm actully thinking of write another but it be with a fist fight between the two then them making up.

review if you feel like it- thanks