A/N:ATTENTION!!! Before you continue it is very important that you read this first. This story is written in English, though later on it'll change into Spanish for some reason I can't just tell you right now, and then it'll be spanglish and English again ;). To read and understand this fic you have to know both English and fluid Spanish. I'm sorry if I just took your hopes up but I forgot to add this before. There's one last thing, since I'm aware that not all people now Spanish I could translate it for you, though the real story its in Spanish. So just send me a private message or leave a review and I'll post the full-English version, too. ^^ thanks and sorry...

[STORY BELONGS TO ME, CHARACTERS BELONG TO TETSUYA NOMURA-SQUARE ENIX]

This was supposed to be a one-shot, though I got a little carried away and when I noticed, it was this big ;) I have it done now, though I may change things. And as always, if you find any mistakes please tell me so I can fix them :) thank you and ejoy!!!

Chapter 1 : As Things Are

"Hey can I come in?" I asked Roxas, who just opened the door to his house. He was wearing a loose white shirt and jeans, no shoes and his hair was undone. "Dude you look horrible" I lied, really, it's impossible for Roxas to look horrible even if he tried. No matter if he was with that I-just-woke-up look, he was still extremely cute.

"Come in, stupid, you don't need to knock, you've got your key, remember I gave you one?" Of course I remember Roxas, I always carry it, but I knock the door so I can hear all that speech again, about me having a second key, hehe. Oh by the way I haven't told you my name. I'm Axel, eighteen years old, red spiky hair and green eyes. Roxas says they are cat like, I personally think he's insanely… Beautiful.

Ugh! As you may have already noticed I'm totally crazy for this boy. I really can't say when or why this happened exactly, it's just that we had known each other for like… all our lives. And we were best friends… and no, that was not a good thing at all. Cuz he had got a lot of trust on me, and that was something bad cuz he was always talking about this girl, or that other girl. And yes I'm gay, and no he doesn't know. Why? How did I keep such a secret from him if he's the person that knows me better after myself? Well that's easy, that's why I've got this friend named Larxene. She's blond with sharp green eyes. And she was pretending to be my girlfriend so Roxas didn't find out. And it's been so since I was ten. Yes, that girl's going straight to heaven.

However, I was there in that absolutely cute guy's house, cuz we were going out, I decided to take him to the movies and then for some dinner. Fall was the best season to date. Larxene had told me I had to confess my feelings, and that was a great idea… but right then standing in front of him I couldn't really even bring myself to think of telling him the truth. And I know he deserves to know it, too it's just that… sometimes I think it would only ruin his life and perturb him so…

"Hey what's up?"

"Huh well not much, just wanted to be here early"

"3.00pm is pretty early don't you think?" He asked entering his living room and sitting, bringing his legs against his chest.

"Nah it's fine, I like hanging at your place"

"Okay if you insist… oh wait a minute here, I need your advice on something… mind to wait while I shower?"

"Not at all"

Of course not Roxas! I would never mind to wait forever for you. But I couldn't say so; it would scare the hell out of my blonde.

He went into his bathroom and the sound of water running made me feel like closing my eyes.

As I laid on Roxas' living room, on one of his sofas, I started to think of that night. It would be amazing; first a horror movie, yes some horror one so he gets all scared and has to hide his face in my chest… ugh! Bad thought Axel; he would first stick his tongue on a pile of shit before putting his face anywhere near your chest! Well not really but I needed to stop taking my hopes up. Anyways, after the movie he'll be all scared that he won't want to go home yet and be all alone, so I'll invite him to dinner and buy him whatever he wants, yes that'll make him happy and I like it when he's happy. Then after the dinner he'll be scared and tired, and will offer me to stay at his house and spend the night with him and…

"Aaaaaaaaagggghhhh!!!!!!"

"What!?" I ran to the bathroom and opened the door abruptly, was Roxas in trouble? "What happened, Rox?" I asked. He was sitting on the edge of the bathtub with his eyes glued to the pocket mirror he was holding in front of him.

"I…I've got beard"

What? My young, pure blonde with dirty beard? No way! I couldn't believe it so I walked to his side (good thing he had a towel around his waist), and sat beside him, took his chin with my left hand and raised it to have a better look. And yes, there it was… barely there… but there, and know what? He looked a thousand times more rapeable.

"Huh… yes"

"Nooooo! When'd this happen!? I can't be that old!"

"Hey I've got beard too and I'm not old, Rox, and you're just 16… huh… shave it or something if you don't like it"

"Ugh!! I don't know how! And it looks nice on you cuz… you're… you're… Axel, everything looks good on you"

I was expecting him to say something as you're… you're… hot. Oh well, I should have known better.

"Rox… if you want I can-"

"No! Oh my god no Axel that'd be awkward and… just odd"

"heh why? We're friends right?"

Unfortunately.

"Yes best friends forever and ever" he tried to imitate my voice "but…"

"No buts, Rox. Here, I'll show you and then you do it yes? Plus, it looks like some shaving wouldn't make me any bad" I said looking at my reflection. There in my chin I could see some tiny red dots… well, I was planning on leaving it this time but if I had to sacrifice it for Roxas, I would!

So I proceeded to shave… yes it was kind of weird to have Roxas watching me so closely to every move I did. But well, after all it was nice to feel his eyes on me.

After I finished I turned to him and motioned to my now clean chin. "And well?"

"Yes… I think I got it, huh Axel would you mind waiting outside?"

What? Of course I do, I want to watch you shaving for the first time! Ugh but I couldn't say such things so I just smiled and walked out the room, he closed the door after me.

I went straight to my place on the couch. God imagine Roxas shaving… his soft skin… his blue eyes. Jesus I really needed therapy I was starting to have a hard on! I took my black jacket and put it on my lap, that way he wouldn't notice.

Closing my eyes I was remembering the morning before I went to Roxas apartment. I showered so carefully to be totally clean, and put my lotion and I did my hair like ten times before it looked decent. Worst part that made me feel like a chick on her first date was I spent three hours deciding what to wear; oh … it gets worse and worse. I couldn't find any good clothes to wear so I drove to the mall to my favorite store; I tried like a thousand clothes on before I decided for a black shirt, black jacket, black jeans and black boots. God I never wear boots but it was a change I had wanted to try a while now. Oh wait the worst part is this… Roxas didn't even notice my clothes, not even my boots! Me, Axel, who always wore vans or something! God I swear that kid needed glasses. Well not really he was perfectly fine the way he was. After my quest to get some good clothes I took my car keys and drove all the way to his apartment.

And there I was, waiting for him to get out so we could go to the movies, eat and fuck. Well that last part was a mere fantasy. He would never really do it with me. Oh wells, thinking of other things relaxed me, wow it really worked; now I could take my jacket off my lap before Roxas got out of the bathroom and noticed my problem.

The bathroom door opened as if on cue with my thoughts, and Roxas came out with a white towel around his waist, his hair dripping wet, I swear I saw it in slow motion; he was shaking his head so to dry his hair, and then smiling for his silly action. He walked to my side and leaned forward, his chin mere centimeters away from mine.

"How's it look?"

"…huh?"

I was so stunned to have his face so close I couldn't process the information. How does it look? It looks like an angel has finally heard my prayers and has you semi nude in front of me, smiling and …pulling back! No!

"Hey Axel, are you okay? Do you hear me?" He asked cocking his head to one side.

"Yes huh… what'd you ask?"

"If it looks right, I think I did a pretty good job, huh?"

"Oh! The chin… yeah you did it right" I took advantage of the moment and ran my hand through his chin and neck, so soft and so warm, oh and those cheeks so pink whenever I touched them. I just had to kiss him right there, but that would have scared him, right? And all this night I had been planning for so long would be ruined just cuz I couldn't focus and … oh my god how long had I been caressing his chin? Damn!

"Well Axel if you touched my chin enough already I'd like to go get dressed" He said with a smile, taking my hand off his chin with his hand. He turned and walked to his room, well, half walked half danced. Tell me god, why do you punish me like this? His skin was so soft and so pale… if only my eyes could undress… well he was just wearing a towel. Hey good thing, just one garment was avoiding me to rape him. Ugh whatever Axel, think of other thing… huh… oh yes the sexual orientation thing, okay that's not better but I have to mention it anyways.

A/N:This is not over my friends!!! I'll upload the second chapter when I get at least one review, just to know someone's actually looking forward to it ;)

And just as a side note, the spanish starts in chapter... 4 I guess, so there's still a little time to ask me to translate it into English, if there's at least one person that would like me to translate it, I'll do it, and I'll put the link here, or send you a message. Thanks agaaaain!!!