You told me they loved me, deep down.
You told me I could live with you, if I ever needed a father.
You told me that he was looking out for me; that it wasn't just about Fate.
You told me that you would be there if I need to talk.
You told me my dad was a good person.
You told me how good I was at flying.
Thanks for the effort, but you lied. The only person who didn't is the one who died for me; the one who loved my mother; the one who I've hated for seven years.
You didn't tell me my two best friends are too wrapped up in their relationship to care.
You didn't tell me you would die and leave me alone.
You didn't tell me he taught me, so I would die.
You didn't tell me that you would be gone when I need you most.
You didn't tell me my father raped my mother.
So I won't tell you that I am going to jump off of my broom.
Goodbye Sirius,
Thanks for caring.