I sat in the black SHINee tour bus behind my blonde haired boyfriend, my hyung, my Jonghyun as I tried to control myself ...

When I tell you trying not to ravish him has been hard, it definatly has been hard. It's been a whole week without getting a taste of him and it's been hell. I, will somehow, and I promise it, that no matter what happens, I'll get what I want tonight.