This story was done to the song "Tourniquet" by Evanescence. I hope you like it. Ok there is really no real characters mentioned for this story. But it would work for Keiko, Shizuru, Yukina or (if u like Yaoi) any of the boys.
It's rated a strong Pg-13 for darkness, and umm other things (can't tell or I'll spoil it for all.)
Note:: Song lyrics
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I sit on my bedroom floor hold a shattered piece of mirror. Tears well in my eyes as I think of his hands touching, feeling my most intimate places.
Raising an arm I stare at my wrist.
I tried to kill the pain
But only brought more
(So much more)
How dare he touch me! For seven years I have had to suffer from his touch. I have learned to fear his touch.
Well no more. Never again will he ever touch me.
With the cold metal pressed again my skin I drag it across my skin. Oh how I love the feeling. The feeling of freedom, true freedom.
How I love the pounding sound I hear within my ears. How I love watching the red blood pour from the slit.
Never again will I be his victim, his bitch.
I lay dying
And I'm pouring
Raising my other arm I slowly slit it. A smile comes as I stare at the bright red liquid that oozes from the wounds.
Crimson regret, and betrayal
Slowly I crawl to the bed. To the filthy place. The place that he did his dirty deeds. He had soiled this place, so shall I. Except I will win. And he, he will lose.
I'm dying
Praying
Bleeding
Screaming
I glance at the phone. I still can save myself, rescue myself.
Reaching out with a red hand I yank the phone from the wall. No one can save me now.
Am I too lost to be saved
Am I too lost
My eyes close as I mutter a small prayer, "Please let me be safe in Heaven. Safe from him."
My God, my Tourniquet
Return to me salvation
My God, my Tourniquet
Return to me salvation
My thoughts swarm to 'god.' Would he be able to save me. Such a lost, suffering soul as mine. Was it worth saving.
Do you remember me
Lost for so long
Will I get to see you in heaven,
Will you be on the other side
Or will you shy away from me just like many others have.
Or will you forget me
Crimson blood pools around me soiling my white, lacy quilt.
I shudder lightly as the cool sticky liquid hits my inner thighs. Bruises still linger from the mornings rendezvous.
I'm dying
But soon,
Praying
very soon I shall be free.
Bleeding
Free from his touch, his promises, of his long fingers.
Screaming
"I'm a lost pathetic soul. No one will ever save me." I shout aloud clinching my tiny fists.
Am I too lost to be saved
Am I too lost
Again I mutter another prayer to god.
My God, my Tourniquet
Return to me salvation
My God, my Tourniquet
Return to me salvation
Return to me salvation
Grogginess hits me as the blood tickles my ankles.
I long to die
Soon
My God, my Tourniquet
Return to me salvation
Very soon I shall be free from him.
My God, my Tourniquet
Return to me salvation
Oh please death come on swift wings to one who has suffered so much. Free my soul, allow me to shed this previous life, this dirty skin.
My wounds cry for the grave
Allow my soul its final dying wish.
My soul cries for deliverance
Allow me to be with you. Will you deny one of your own. Will you be like everyone else.
Will I be denied Christ
Or will I be allowed my freedom.
Tourniquet, my suicide
When your sending angels to heaven please don't forget a lost soul like me.
Return to us salvation
As I feel the last of my life leave I scream my last words condemning the man that soiled me to hell.
I scream, "Damn you to hell, DADDY!!!"
Return to us salvation
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So how horrible was it? Like I said above this could work for- Shizuru, Keiko, Yukina or any of the boys (if you like.)