I had an idea, except it was at 12.00 am, so I couldn't really type it out. I went over the whole thing in my mind, wondering what to put in it, what twists to do, I finished the story in my sleep! Literally!

(Yeah, it's another GW fic. I'm obsessed. . . .)

~ Intro. ~

Heero stared at the wreckage. Flames burning everywhere.

"No . . . ." He whispered. "No, no, no." He repeated softly over and over, his face frozen in terror.

'I killed her. . . . .' He thought numbly. 'I killed that girl. How could I? After what she'd said to me? How could I?' He gripped the tiny yellow flower in his hand, the one that girl had given him only this afternoon. She was dead, so was her dog. And he'd done it. He'd done it all . . . . .

(Not too descriptive there, for those wondering. This is the scene where Heero set of some bombs in a base, the base exploded, yada yada yada. Anyway this is that little memory Heero had while he was. . .er. . . *thinking* in the movie 'Gundam Wing Endless Waltz')

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"Oops." Duo mumbled.

"Duo. You have five seconds to run before I turn you into compost." Wufei said calmly, his eyebrow twitching.

"It was an accident! I swear!" The pilot protested, but was nevertheless moving towards the door.

"5!"

"Wu-man, c'mon! It was only a rod of metal."

"4!"

"You're not serious, are you?"

"3!"

"Er. . . .are you going to kill me?"

"2!"

"Um . . ."

"1!" Wufei chased after Duo who in turn bolted out of there. Heero sighed.

"That's the SECOND time you've broken my sword!" Wufei yelled.

"Third actually." Heero told Wufei.

"You are NOT helping!" Duo shouted as he ran past Heero who sat on the couch, typing away at his laptop. Heero shrugged and Wufei and Duo ran out of the room. There only noise was the silent clicking of fingers tapping across the keyboard. The pilot was concentrating on his screen when something flashed across his vision.

*Flames. Explosions.*

The laptop fell out of Heero's lap and fell onto the floor with a dull thud. Heero had a face of shock and guilt plastered on him.

"Get out, get out, get out!" He hissed harshly through gritted teeth, his head covered by his hands. "I get the point! I screwed up and it cost lives!"

"Heero? Who are you talking to?" Trowa asked, his voice floating through the door. Heero jumped as though he'd received a large electric bolt.

"No one." He replied hastily. Trowa frowned, but walked out commenting to him.

"Okay, but you've been so jumpy lately, whatever's on your mind must really be making you nervous." Heero stared, nervous? You could say that, in fact Heero was expecting a lightening bolt to strike him down any minute now for that mistake.

'Stop that.' He though mentally, this was getting ridiculous. But that unspoken threat, that feeling still loomed in the air.

'I wish I'd never existed.'

~~~

"Relena! Slow down!" Heero exclaimed as she dragged him along the cobbles street. Duo chuckled, a small bruise on his arm was a souvenir from Wufei who glowered at Duo.

"I paid for the repair alright! Stop giving me that death glare!" The braided boy complained. Wufei sighed, then pulled his now newly polished sword out of its sheath and smiled at the way it shimmered with that new coat of polish. Duo sighed.

"They'll be announcing their marriage any day now." Duo whispered to the others with a wink. They sniggered.

"I heard that."

"ERK!"

Heero laughed as Duo ran off being chased by Wufei yet again. Then he felt something at the back of his neck. Senses he hadn't used in years blared to life. He whipped around in the street. Relena let go of his arm hurriedly.

"What is it Hee-?" Her voice was cut off by a large crack. Suddenly she screamed as Heero jerked back, the pilot was pushed back onto the wall of a building by the force of the bullet. Slowly he brought a hand up to touch a spot on his chest, and he drew it away. Red stained his fingers. He stared at the others, completely in shock. Another crack, another bolt of searing pain he jerked away.

"Heero!" Duo yelled out shocked. He was slowly falling, leaning against the wall he dropped to his knees.

"Heero. . ." Relena whispered out running to catch him. She held him quietly holding his head on her lap tears were dropping off her face. His eyes were slowly closing, the last thing he saw was Wufei slashing the attacker with the back of his sword, Duo looking like he was the one who was dying, Quatra was trying frantically to stop the blood by pressing his vest over Heero's bleeding chest.

"Bastard!" Trowa yelled staring at the unconscious body of the attacker. He spat on his chest and ran over to look at Heero.

"Come one Heero. Stay with us." Duo whispered harshly.

"I think that bullet severed a vain, either that the heart. Either way . . ." Quatra mumbled.

"No . . . ." Relena whispered in horror. Heero didn't hear the rest. His eyes closed, pain was fading away. In the next minute, he was gone.

Disclaimer: Not mine.