ALMOST EASY
I feel insane
every time I see you I have to kill you, destroy you, hurt you. Yet I don't want to.
Every single time I'm asked to compromise
Aizen always tells me to kill you but it's too hard, I cant let go.
'Cause I'm afraid and stuck in my ways
im a monster. Thats all I'll ever be. A monster. Designed to kill, hate, and suffer.
And that's the way it stays
I hope it will change one day, but It wont.
So how long did I expect love to outweigh ignorance?
ignorance is bliss? Bullshit. It's hell. If I ignore you, it hurts more than to acknowledge you.
By the look on your face I may have forced the scale to tip
yes. I think you finally understand. I have to kill you. No way around it.
I'm not insane, I'm not insane
please, don't run.
I'm not insane, I'm not… not insane
Now that I've lost you it kills me to say
'I love you'. I can barely look you in the eye when I say that.
(Hurts to say)
I've tried to hold on as you've slowly slipped away*
its what I have to do. Im regretting this.
(baby)
Come back to me it's almost easy
ive been reduced to cuddling his dead body hoping he'll come back.
(Said it all)
Come back again it's almost easy
please, PLEASE, kami I love back.
Shame pulses through my heart from the things I've done to you
im ashamed. Utterly and truly as I kneel at your spirit's* feet.
It's hard to face but the fact remains that this is nothing new
im sorry. Im SO sorry.i-i- love you. He gasped. That's right I love you.
I left you bound and tied with suicidal memories
he clutched his heart, and knelt beside me. That made it hurt worse,thinking about how I much I had hurt him.
Selfish beneath the skin but deep inside I'm not insane
I shouldn't have done it. now I miss you.
"I'm not insane, I'm not insane
I'm not insane, I'm not… not insane"
(You'll learn your lesson)
I did. Never again will I hurt you baby.
Come back to me it's almost easy
(But still you fall)
it's late the shinigamis will kill me.
Come back again it's almost easy
I'm losing the fight, I've treated you so wrong now let me make it right
(Make it alright)
"I'll make it up to you. Well get married. You go to college. I get a job." I say. You start crying. And we comfort each other as you nod you head, 'yes'.
'I'm not insane' I always tell you. But you don't believe me.
I, uh, did the song. Almost easy.
the first note, spirit'sfeet? He's a shinigami. He has a second life -.-; duh….
and the second note I rearranged the song. It made more sense. Read review. Favorite. Whatever.
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