Boys Over Flowers: Because I'm Stupid

Hi everyone, I know I just suddenly changed the title of the story. I was at first going to use this as the title, but I though I would get in trouble and I know a lot of people have probably used this same title. I decided to go with this, because I think the story basically goes with what the song is saying in "Because I'm Stupid." Not only does Ji Hoo have the same problem as in the song but other characters in the story also has the same problem, so I thought that this would be a better title for this story.

Disclaimer: I do not own the title, the show, or the characters in this story

How long had he been gone? He really didn't know or care, all he knew was that it still wasn't enough time for him to get things straight. He still couldn't get her out of his mind. When did he start thinking about her all the time? He really didn't understand it, why now? She used to be the last thing on his mind. Now it was like he could breathe if he didn't think about her. No matter how many times he tried to get her out of his mind she would always find a way to pop back into his thoughts. He couldn't help but wonder how she was doing? Does she still eat as much as she used to? Does she still have that silly smile on her face or was there that frown that she had been showing lately? He really didn't know, he had been staying away from her for a couple of weeks. One reason was because being around her made him too happy lately and he was afraid to feel that way. The other reason was that he really didn't know what to say right now to help her forget about a certain friend.

Yes, Goo Jun Pyo his ex-best friend, well at least that's what he and the other F4 members thought since he hasn't contacted him in over a year. When they found out that he changed phones without telling them, Yi Jung and Woo Bin wanted to go to Macau and drag him back to Seoul. Of course the couple of time they did go to Macau they couldn't even meet with Jun Pyo for a minute let alone try to get him to come back. After the fifth time they tried, they finally decided to give up knowing that Jun Pyo wasn't going back until he decided to. What made them the angriest was that they weren't the only ones he was ignoring, he was also ignoring her.

At first all of them thought that her and Jun Pyos' relationship was a joke, but overtime they developed a soft spot for her and became her protectors. It was killing them all to see her so upset, especially since their ex-best friend was the cause of her depression. Of course being her usual self, she was trying hard to be strong and always had a smile on her face when ever she was around them. That never did fool them, but they didn't want to upset her more by telling her she was doing a poor job at hiding her feelings from them.

He sighed and ran a hand through his hair. Sometimes he just wished they could all go back to the way things used to be. The time where Jan Di and Jun Pyo were happy together and the time where he wasn't always thinking about Jan Di. He sighed again, yes she was the one girl he couldn't get out of his mind. Geum Jan Di had somehow used her charm to not only win over Jun Pyo, but himself as well. A ringing noise pulled him from his thoughts and he realized that it was his phone.

"Yeboseyo."

"Sunbae…" and that's all it took for his heart to start pounding.

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