Hello everyone. So, I haven't wrote a fanfic since like the Lenny and Mads era, haha! Oh, how I miss series 25. Anyway, I'm massive on Tam at the minute.. so I thought why not compose another fanfic. Although I wanted to make it as realistic as possible, from the current storylines etc. So, here is the first chapter, enjoy!

Sam's POV

Change. I can't deal with change. I'm not even sure what the point is in getting ready, putting effort in at the moment. I'm emotionally drained, looking at myself in the mirror, trying a smile, which mismatches my feelings so disgracefully right now. I sigh, which is a common reoccurrence over the past few weeks.

Sorting out the collar on my coat, I look down at my sapphire blue boots. Touching my toes together, realising I needed some more, as they've been scuffed up at the front, beige lining of the shoe was beginning to appear. Good times, when Tom used to chase me home, running for my life to the door before he's give me such a warming hug.

Banishing the thought, I scrunch my hair back, I mean really was there much point in making a counterfeit effort? Grabbing my coffee and coat, I do a bold walk to the door. This was going to be my strategy today. I have a ten hour shift with Tom, so I better get used to it.

I sit on the cold hard step beginning an excursion to discover my keys. I was shattered. I put my head in my hands, trying to think of the times happened here before. Tom always had the keys at hand. Bright, and bold. The light of the key ring caught my eye, and I furiously put the keys in the lock and twisted it. Bright and bold.

Right, I'm going to stop there. You're probably confused at the minute, but all will become clear. I'm gunna write and upload the second chapter pretty much straight away.. so it makes more sense. Well, I think I know what I'm doing!

Thanks for reading,

Paige

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