A/N: Hey people, I just want to thank you in advance for reading my fanfic! I also wanted to let you know that I post warnings at the start of each chapter, so don't be like 'you didn't warn the readers!' The only disclaimer I have is that I do not own the Harry Potter series in any way, shape or form. Warnings for this chapter only include slash (RL/SB)

It was now or never. Remus had to tell Sirius how he felt, being their last year. The days progressed long and painfully as Remus watched his friend try and go through the girls. Finally, on one dark night three nights away from being a full moon in fact, Remus and Sirius were alone in the common room.

Remus looked over at Sirius, who was sitting in a large chair with his feet draped over the arm of it. Sirius just seemed to be looking out the window.

"Do you have any place to be tonight, Siri?" Sirius turned toward Remus. A light breeze came in and ruffled Remus's light hair.

"Nope. Just you and me tonight. I wish I knew where James was, though."

Remus looked down on the floor he was sitting on. He knew where James was. He told him that he wanted to talk to Sirius alone that night, and James got the hint right away.

"Yeah, I wonder. Say, do you think that I could talk to you about something rather important?"

Sirius was curious. "Sure, old buddy, anything."

"Well, I wanted to talk about us. Our relationship."

"I'm lost."

Remus didn't know what to say next. He was getting angry at his inability to tell people how he really feels. He then stood up and walked over to the chair. To Sirius's surprise, their lips met. Remus was even more surprised when Siri wrapped his arms around the light haired boy. They broke for air and remained silent.

"I'm sorry." Remus near whispered. Sirius shrugged.

"Don't be. It's our last year, and everyone does crazy stuff like that. A few years down the road no one will even remember."

Remus was furious. A few years and he will forget. After all we have been though together, he will just forget it like a child would forget to tell his mother her friend called. How could Sirius, my Siri, do this to me?

"Forget? I just kissed you but hell, you are probably so used to it, that it doesn't matter who kisses you now!

Sirius was shocked, and in a sense almost afraid. He hardly ever saw quiet, shy, Remus in a loud, angry state. Why did Remus care so much? It was after all, just a kiss between friends. Then it occurred to Sirius that perhaps this kiss was different, that it actually meant something. That it actually meant that Remus was... in love with him. Come to think of it, that would explain a lot. Like the time when Remus had written Sirius's name inside a heart in his school notes, or why he refused to go on dates with several pretty girls. It finally hit Sirius that Remus had liked, no, loved him all along.

"I'm the one who should be apologizing, Moony."

Remus turned his head away, to hide the tears that were forming at the edge of eyes. Sirius stood up, and wrapped his arms around Remus's waist, then kissed him lightly on his cheek. He could see a tear trickle down. "

Don't cry," Sirius whispered into Remus's ear. Remus turned around to face his lover.

"So, you're not mad?"

Sirius laughed. "How could I be mad at you? You are just too adorable."

Remus blushed, but his smile faded as he pulled away from Sirius. "What's wrong?"

"It's a lot to ask but I have to know now, do you really love me or am I just another person you can add to your been there, done that list. Because if I am, let me tell you right now-" Remus was cut off by Sirius embracing him in a warm kiss. He felt Sirius's hands unbuttoning his well-ironed shirt.

"If there is someone out there that you think I love more than you Remus Lupin, please point him out."

"Him?" Sirius paused.

"Yeah, I can't believe you haven't figured it out."

"But, those girls... that list."

"Have you ever seen it?"

"Well, no but... James has and he told me that it was a fine list of girls."

Sirius just shook his head and rubbed his eyes. "James only said that because he was on it."

"But you are always-"

"Flirting with the girls, I know. It's a cover."

"Oh. So you really do love me then, Siri?"

"Always and forever."

They embraced again, tenderly at first then Sirius started tugging at Remus's pants. Upon Remus's suggestion they went up to their dorm room.

--The Next Morning--

Sirius woke, feeling more alive than ever. He looked at his love. What a night Remus had given him. He recalled how it started as boyish love making session, then turned into a romantic tangle of emotion and bed sheets. Sirius giggled. Those would have to be washed right away. He walked over to the mirror. His hair was tangled and horribly messy. Remus would brush it out, but not before they would have their morning shower together, in which Remus would massage the strawberry-scented shampoo into his hair. Oh yeah, Sirius had plans for the future. First thing they would do after they got out of Hogwarts is buy a house. A small one it would have to be yes, but a house all their own. No James, no Peter, no anyone. Just him and Remus. At that point Remus woke up to find Sirius, his Siri, looking at him. For once in his life, Remus felt truly happy.

A/N: Well, that's chapter one for you. If you have time , please submit a review. Tell me if you hated it, liked it, whatever you want! Chapter 2 is on the way!

ps. I promise that the next chapter will be much longer!!!