AN: Here goes my first Jacob/Rosalie fanfic…Don't expect too much have not written in over a year.

The mistake

ROSE POV

It plagued her day and night. It hadn't been intentional, but it had happened nonetheless. Not that it was her fault in the first place; she is Rosalie Cullen for godsake. Why she was stuck looking after the mutt in the first place was beyond her.

She slammed her fist onto her dresser, small splatters of blood flying in every direction. Her head shot up as the scent filled the room. She could still taste the mutt's blood in her mouth. She opened her hand and watched with her eyes fixated on the blood slowly running down her arm. The temptation was unbearable, it smelt like him too.

She looked away, "Get a hold of yourself! You can't even stand him, there's no way you want his blood. It smells so…s-so delicious." Her own words were not enough, her hand inched closer and closer to her mouth, until finally the sweet warm blood aroma filled her nostrils.

She followed the blood with her eyes as it slowly ran down her arm the crimson liquid sending shockwaves of excitement through her body. She stopped the blood with her tongue and licked it all the way to her palm. She tried so hard to resist but it was just too much.

She could feel the new liquid running down her arm as she lapped up every last drop of his blood. Her tears a silent repayment for the sin she was committing.

Her hand fell back onto the dresser as she watched herself in the mirror, the disgust evident in her face, not at only at what she had just done or what she did earlier that day that had change her eyes into their original dark red. But rather at the fact that she wanted more.

It had all started earlier that day the mutt had come over unannounced, but that was normal these days, unfortunately Bella wasn't there. But he insisted on waiting for her return. Alice had dragged Bella out for the day and there two respective men followed. Emmet had to help Carlisle with something. So that left me and Esme alone with the mutt. When he arrived Esme offered him something to eat and none of us had to be psychic to now what is answer would be.

And as predicted the teasing started, for some or other reason the mutt really enjoyed annoying me and I didn't help the matter either. I couldn't help but retort when he taunted me the way he did, but today it was far far worse. Something about him today was infuriating. He had obviously being running; I could smell the sweat on him, as if his normal body odor wasn't bad enough.

"What you staring at Barbie, am I so irresistible?" He laughed sheepishly as he fell back on the couch.

"Unfortunately I don't eat trash." I said as cockily as I could, there was no way I was letting this stupid mutt win.

"Oh really? You probably wish you could sink your teeth into my neck, oh wait you most probably already suck enough things already?"

Instinctively my hand moved but before it even connected with his face his firm grip was around my wrist. The heat was uncomfortable almost enveloping my whole arm.

"See you really do want my blood, or is it something else." I ripped my hand away from his and turned in my seat ready to leave this beast.

"Coward" The whisper left his lips, but nothing escapes my super hearing.

That's when it happened I lost it using my super speed and taking him by surprise I jumped on his lap and sunk my fangs deep into his neck. The warm liquid flowed into my mouth and I could feel that old wondrous sensation fill my body, it was so much better than the elk I had been living on for the last couple of years. It was too much and I couldn't stop myself from drinking more and more.

I felt his hands clutch into my chest and hair, the pain most probably unbearable at this point, but I couldn't stop, I would have most probably killed him had Esme not ripped me off his body. And even then I tried to get back to it just reaching his neck with one hand I ripped at the flesh tearing it forcing blood onto my hand.

All I could do was thank God Esme was strong enough to hold me back cause I would have killed him.

I watched my reflection my eyes where blood red almost the same color as his blood. I heard a knock on my door and wiped my mouth clean, the shame was getting worse now I couldn't face them any of them.

The door opened anyway, it was Emmet. "What happened babe?"

I looked away he would see it the shame on my face, the colour of my eyes. "I don't know it just happened."

"You almost killed him."

That awkward silence filled the room and neither of us wanted to break it. I heard car doors slam. And made my way to the large window and watched Bella jump out and run into the house, followed by Edward and Alice. Jasper closed everyone's door and made his way into the house using his abilities to relieve the stress in the house. I knew he was still alive, I could hear his heart beating loudly as Carlisle tended to the wounds. As well as Bella's racing heart as worry over him washed over her.

"Carlisle wants you to come down Rose." Esme said as she appeared at the door.

She wasn't certain how anyone would react other than her. Bella would as usual overreact.

'Not that I care about her, plus he provoked me. It's not entirely my fault either.'

By the time I entered the room everyone had gathered around the mutt, it annoyed me how much they cared for a werewolf. He was our natural enemy I did everyone a favour actually, but just because Bella wanted…

"Enough Rose." Edward said I hated when he did that.

"Rose care to explain this" Carlisle said as he turned away from the sleeping wolf.

"It was a mistake." I felt like a ten year old that broke something and tried to hide it.

"You know what this means right? This gives the wolfs a reason to break the treaty. You've put this whole family in danger." His voice was stern and I felt even more guilt start to bubble up in me.

"I'm sorry." Again it seemed so juvenile, but was all I could think of nothing else seemed appropriate at the time.

"We'll speak with Jacob when he wakes maybe we can work something out. It's okay Rose. We don't blame you." Carlisle said.

"What! Is that it? Look at her eyes! Their blood red she almost killed him!" Bella shouted as she pointed a finger at me, but luckily before she spoke again Edward used his super speed and moved her into the car and sped away.

I stood there with one sleeping mutt and five vampires who were all staring directly in my eyes.

"Will you be able to control the hunger Rosalie?" Esme asked as she walked over, I felt her arms wrap around my body, "Your still family."

"Yeah don't beat yourself up babe." Emmet said as he approached me, but I couldn't embrace him, so I pushed myself away from him. "I need to be alone."

I ran up to my room, I didn't want their condescending eyes on me. When I fell on my soft bed I wished I could actually sleep, so for now I would just lie here.

I had no idea how many hours had passed since I fell on my bed my head racing with memories from what I had done. I needed to do something to distract me. I headed to the study, I rarely entered this place and everyone knew that. Hopefully I would be alone there.

"Of course" I said aloud as I entered he room, there he was. I should have known with my luck today there was no way things could just end simply. I should just get out of her before…

"Rosalie..."

Huh that's weird did I just hear my name?

"Rosalie…is that you?" I heard Jacob say softly.

'I must get out of here this is not normal. He never calls me by my name if anything I expected to hear Barbie or for him to start raving and ranting.' I took one step away from the room I couldn't face him not now.

"Rosalie don't leave"

"What?" 'Shit! Why did that come out so sympathetic? I wanted to sound indifferent, like I didn't care."

"I guess…I am…irresistible" Jacob said with a little laugh. I wanted to laugh but I just couldn't. He looked so weak so out of character and it was all because of me.

"You know I didn't mean to. I guess I'm sorry." I couldn't bare to look him in the face. This embarrassment was unbearable. "Well say something I'm not apologizing for nothing."

Still no answer 'The little mutts ignoring me! How dare he.'

"Answer me DAMMIT!" I shouted as I turned to face him. But now I just felt stupid, 'Of course he can't answer he's asleep.'

I started to get up when my eyes caught site of the teeth marks on his neck and just as fast that hunger and urge was back.

She needed it. She needed to taste his rich tasty blood.

'You can't ROSALIE. You almost killed him. Just leave, get up and leave.' She sat there her whole body stuck in confusion between lust and what was right.

Slowly Rosalie's head neared his neck, her tongue running over her lips as his scent filled her nostrils once again. She could already taste him. Her lips touching his warm skin the soft surface from where she had bit him earlier teasing her.

She clenched her eyes tightly before giving his neck a soft careful kiss. In a second she had gotten up and returned to her room.

Rosalie shut her door with enough force to startle the whole house. 'Why? Why do I want him?"

A/N: Well review let me know if I should continue.

FINAL DEATH