[[This is going to be a cross between Criminal Minds and N.C.I.S. It will most likely be be my own character that gets specific point of view, because I couldn't begin to process/write the thoughts of Reid or Ducky or even Gibbs so I won't try. Also, don't be alarmed if the timing in the story doesn't match the timing in the shows, I'm trying to make it work, so the sequence of events might not always match up.]]

[[ Pairings::

Criminal Minds:

-- Reid/OC-centric, Hotch/Prentiss, Morgan/Garcia-friendship, hints of JJ/Rossi

N.C.I.S.

-- TIVA, McAbby, I might have Kate/Gibbs in there, but unlikely. I just love Gibbs and her energy, it's fun. ]]

Disclaimer: I do not own Criminal Minds or N.C.I.S.

Remy POV

Approximately one month. About 28 days. Near 672 hours. Close to 40,320 minutes. 2,419,200 seconds… 2,419,201… 2,419,202… 2,419,203… Or, I just call it fucking forever, of course, that's give or take a few seconds.

"Rachel?" Oh god… fuckshit… he's back again. "Rachel? Where are you?"

"My name isn't Rachel!" I screamed at the top of my lungs.

"There you are Rachel!" He sounded so surprised. Like the chains, which are all but welded on, he has connected to us all in this pathetic excuse for a room wouldn't hold us. There are at least eleven of us in this room, rather, all that would fit in this room. I've only been here for a month, Rockell has been here for around six. According to her, he only calls the newest girl "Rachel" until he brings in another one. The only problem… well, one of many actually… is that when he brings a new one of us here, he takes one out. Like when I was brought to this hell another girl left. Rockell said her name was Rianna. I'm pretty sure I've figured out how he's rounding all of us up; we're all almost identical. Each one of us is five foot seven inches, dark curly brown hair, I'm the only one with green eyes, other than that, the majority eye color is brown then blue. We're each alsot between he ages fifteen to eighteen, me being sixteen.

I'm an avid studier of criminal profiling, I have read all of David Rossi's books and even got him to sign a few of them. Based on what little I know, he's trying to recreate someone and the sooner we accept who he wants us to be, the sooner he kills us. I told everyone to trust me and to refuse to respond to him calling anyone of us "Rachel." He seems pretty serious about this too because all of our names start with the letter "R," that could not have been easy…

I have also gone through the math. We were each abducted exactly one month apart from each other which means… it's around the time for a new girl to join… when that happens it's Raven who leaves next, she's been here for just under a year, hitting that eleven month marker. "My name isn't Rachel you twisted bastard!" I screamed at him again as he unlocked the door with bars.

"Not you… Hush now Rachel." What?

I turned to face Rockell silently asking her what was happening. "He calls the oldest girl "Rachel" when it's her time to leave…" No…

"NO!" I screeched until my throat ached. Raven was able to back into a corner as I re-directed the man's attention. "You are NOT going to take her!" He kept walking towards us, eyes determined. "If you want Rave, you have to go through me." I told him with a steely solid voice. The other girls stood behind me but in front of Raven to protect her, except Rockell who stood next to me.

"You'll have to go through all of us." She told him with as much ferocity as I did, yet he continued to stalk towards us.

"Girls, please don't do this. You'll ruin everything! Just let me take Rachel and I'll let one of you go, please?" Fuck. No! I could hear the other girls start shifting around as they thought about it.

"Which one of us?" I heard Riz ask him. I whipped around to look at her, well, not look so much as glare. "What? I've been here two months, I need to leave!"

"And we don't?" I yelled at the same time Rockell screamed, "You bitch!"

"I'm a bitch because I want to live and leave?" She scoffed defensively.

"No," I said, "You're a bitch because you want to trade Raven's life for your own!" I could see Rockell shake her head, agreeing with me. I turned back around to face our capturer, "You can't have any of us."

"But that one is willing to give me Rachel if I let her go." He told me smugly.

"So what? It's a ten against one vote dipshit." I told him, making my stance more aggressive to defend Raven.

"All I need is one, Rachel."

"My name is NOT RACHEL! NO ONE HERE IS NAMED RACHEL!" This is crazy, how could this be happening to us? The look of victory on his face was enough to make me snap. I ran after him and kicked him in the groin and as he was on his knees I punched him in the face. Just as I was about to inflict serious pain, he pulled a knife and threatened it against my neck without making me bleed. As soon as I felt the cool blade on my neck I froze. The man pinned me below him on the ground as he sat atop of me.

"Rachel, I'm shocked. You seemed like a very lovely girl when we met. You have changed. Before you were really quiet, easily flustered, shy by nature. Now look at you, so different. I almost do not believe it is you Rachel…"

"Well, numb nuts, I'm. NOT. RACHEL." He started using more pressure on the knife, I could feel it make a thin, shallow slice on my neck, like that of a paper cut.

"Rachel, why won't you behave?"

"Because I'm Remy. Not Rachel."

"Why did you have to say that, Rachel?" He sat up and pulled my pants off along with my underwear. "I know this will calm you down, it always has." He started to pull his pants down, continued removing all of his clothes.

I watched the girls right behind him and they did nothing. They were all going to watch this man rape me, remove me of my innocence, forever brand me his… They weren't going to do anything. The only one who tried to fight for me was Rockell, but three girls had to hold her back. "Rockell, turn them around, they shouldn't watch this." She had tears rolling down her cheeks, and mouthed 'I'm sorry' as she hushed everyone and turned them around. "I'm going to kill you myself when this is over." I whispered so only he could hear me.

"We will be together forever, Rachel." He told me as he tied my hands as he began. He was forceful as he broke through my barrier, but I didn't scream. I could feel myself bleeding, but I didn't scream. And with each nauseating thrust, he repeated "I love you," but I didn't scream. I made no noise, no movements, and no thoughts as he raped me. This is not how any girl thinks she'll lose her virginity… but I didn't scream.

As I woke up I could tell that it was lights out in our cellar, but the sun was rising, pushing more and more light into the room. It appeared most of the girls were sleeping, but I felt one person staring at me. "Hello?"

"Hey, it's Rockell, shh, everyone's sleeping." She placed her hand on my shoulder, causing me to jump slightly. "Sorry."

Memories from earlier had started flooding into my mind's eye. "Oh god, Raven, where's Raven? Where is she?" I panicked as I asked her, but all I got was silence. "No." It's not possible… "No, Raven… where's, where's Riz?"

"Remy, please relax, don't wake them up. Riz is gone too. I don't know if she is alive or not, but she's gone. Remy, you are alive though." I could hear her working herself up into a frenzy. "Don't pull stupid shit like that!"

"Stupid? Stupid?! We could have SAVED her LIFE! She could be with US instead of in pieces!"

"He could've killed you!" Rockell accused, her sobs becoming louder.

"He wouldn't! He's in his own head's fantasy! All of you should be ashamed. ALL OF YOU!" I cried out, officially waking everyone up. Good. They don't deserve sleep. "I don't understand you all, you all just stood there and did nothing! She could be ALIVE!" No one dared tell me otherwise, that is, until Riley.

"All new girls act like this." She scoffed, as if it weren't a big deal.

"Ha! You think you're cool because you've survived? Have ANY of you done the GODDAMN MATH? WHO KNOWS HIS PATTERN?" No one said anything. "He kills the girl who he's had for eleven months. It's not random." Riley looked unimpressed. "Riley, how long you been here?" Her face showed that she didn't know what the big deal was.

"Ten months, why?"

"Guess what Riley, you're next to die." I told her flat out, no bullshitting or emotions.

"No, you just said he takes them out at eleven." She protested.

"Yeah, well, I guess that means he'll just restart his pattern." I told everyone cryptically.

"Remy, what the hell does that mean?" Rockell asked me.

I was prepared to answer when I heard a voice behind me. "Rachels, it's time to go."

"It means he'll kill all of us at once, except the newest girl." I told them, having already realized that I would be the one left behind. Everyone else has been thrown off the pattern, except me. "He's going to take all of you out, and leave me here."

"No, Remy, I won't leave you." Rockell told me as he unlocked the door. We linked chains as he dragged each girl out one by one. Because of what happened yesterday, he shortened my chains to not allow me movements. Rockell could feel me fighting the chains as each girl was forced out. "Remy, their fait was decided when they were abducted. We all have known we were going to die. I wont let you." She told me.

"Then let me do the talking and tell the world about all of us. Let people know what happened to us, that we didn't just disappear. Tell them about the girls you know of, tell them about Raven. And tell them that you're alive because every single girl before you that gave their life. Their lives weren't meaningless, not to you. We are sisters, sisters in this cellar, let them know that, please. Go to the FBI, find Jason Gideon, he'll help." With a painful hug, we said goodbye. "You are my sister." She nodded solemnly and tears feel down her face.. As the man came back in, prepared to grab Rockell, I faulted. "Baby, where are you taking her?" I asked sweetly with a slight panic in my voice for him.

"Rachel?" He asked.

"Yeah babe?" I felt sick. Going along with this sick fantasy made me want to die.

"Is it really you?" He was on his knees in front of me now, ignoring Rockell.

"Who else would it be sweetie?" I forced a bubbly laugh and Rockell grabbed the keys to the chains and unlocked herself. He seemed to notice the clinking, but that was easily distracted. I had barely enough slack to rest my hand on his cheek, "I have missed you, love." I never broke eye contact as I watched him wilt under my womanly charm. "Where have you been?" I pouted as he placed his hand on mine, kissing my palm.

"I have been searching for you, non-stop. I have missed you so much Rachel. I love you." Who ever Rachel was, he positively worshiped her…

"I'm right here baby." Rockell stood as he stared me in the eyes filled with disbelief and love. She walked quietly towards the door, turned around, and mouthed 'I love you' to me. "I love you too." I said out loud, to Rockell, but the man believe it to be aimed at him.

We sat there for hours upon hours; he just wanted to stare at me as I prayed Rockell made it to safety. The second I told her to go, I sealed my own fait. The second I even thought about pretending to be Rachel, I signed away my life and welcomed death to come.

[[Yay! Chapter one! I know that there weren't any CM or NCIS characters yet, be patient, it's coming!]]

:~ Keggers ~: