I grab my cocaine and sit to smoke. I think of when my family lived together, before we mutated into humans.

(Donnie's flash back)

I did it! We can live a normal life! I finally figured out the correct formula to turn us in to humans. I can't believe it started as a way to fix humans mutants back to humans. I then tried so we can mutant in to humans. I know Ralph will go to a art school and become a student there. Mikey want to surf as a profession and Leo might become a karat champion. I wish I knew what I would do.

(Real time)

I sighed at that. I really miss my brothers and my father because even father left me to do something with his life. That was when I turned to drugs, cigarettes, and alcohol. Hamato Donatello became a drug addict, a smoker, and a alcoholic. I'm the smartest turtle and the dumbest at the same time. Why did I make it so my family will leave? Even April left me for University of New York.

My whole life fell apart and that's when my addictions started. I needed a way to forget my loneliness. I found some highschoolers selling cocaine and bought some, It was a good way to forget. Then cigarettes came and then my alcohol became part of the cycle too.

I'm Hamato Donatello, a drug addict, a smoker, and an alcoholic. My entire family found some way to make something of themselves.. me? no way. The whole family moved on to bigger and better things.. All But One..