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MY SANITY
The way he touches me sends me over the edge.
The way he looks at me turns me on. But not the
guy who laying sleeping next to for he is
the one who just abused me. Who took something
away from me. He took my sanity. The feel of him
thrusting into me kills me for I know that I don't
want him. I want my beloved husband. I'm force to
take it cause if I don't our baby will die. I plea
for it to stop but he doesn't listen for he wants
what my husband will always have there is
a creak of the door. Then my husbands outraged. He
fears the worst that I'm cheating on him but then
he see's my tears. Then he pounces the guy off of
me and beats his ass. The guys rushs out of our
home. He comes and consult me .
He's says" Are you Okay" all I can say is
"He wanted to hurt our baby it was my only choice."
He says" It's okay it's not your fault."
Then I did the unthinkable I jump on him and assault
him in kisses. He mutters"Stop You Don't want this
I can't hurt you." I say " Please I need you, Why
don't you want me am I dirty." he says" No I love
you this is why can't do this you just got rape
I can't take advantage of you." I unzip his pants
I need him to make me feel whole again. he trys to
stop me but I pull his boxers down. he grabs my
hand and says" I love You but you don't need this
right now." I say " I need you to make me feel whole."
he says" Okay but tell me when I'm hurting you."
I straddle him and slide him into me it hurts and I
wince and he must have hurt cause he trys to slide
out of me but I hold him still. He saids"Stop
your hurting yourself." i say " I need this just
don't stop." We both can't help but feel the
bond we always had and we continue to
moan and groan each others names and finally
we climax together. ANd he says " I love you
and I reply" I love you too."
And Thank you For giving me my sanity back.