Well people here is another Twilight fic that I just kind of thought up when I was listening to this song. Its call skin by Alexz Johnson if you want to listen to it. Anyway here is Skin.

Bella sat in her tiny apartment with all the lights off but the lamp sitting on the desk where she was sitting. A lit cigarette in her left hand, her right was moving furiously across the paper sitting in front of her.

I drift away to a place

Another kind of life

Take away the pain

I create my paradise

Her hand paused a moment as she remembered the way his arms felt around her. Making her feel safe pressed against his hard cold chest. She crossed her hands and pressed her thumbs against her temples trying to keep the tears from falling, just as they did every time she thought of him.

Everything I've held

Has hit the wall

What used to be yours

Isn't yours at all

'Why did you have to leave Edward?' Bella thought as the tears kept falling down her cheeks, her shoulders shaking in her silent sobs.

Falling apart, and all that I'm asking
Is it a crime, am I overreacting

Oh, he's under my skin
Just give me something to get rid of him
I've got a reason now to bury this alive
Another little white lie

The cigarette slipped from her hand and fell on the desk and continued to glow red. She moved her hair away from her face where it had fallen during her crying and looked at the soft glow. She just stared at it a moment before picking it up. "Not yet." She said as she stamped it out in the ashtray, before lighting another and continued to write.

So what you had didn't fit
Among the pretty things
Never fear, never fear
I now know where you've been

She thought back to the meadow where Edward would always take her when they needed to be alone. She remembered the way he would hold her close if they danced or cuddled. Bella had even lost a pair of underwear there once when Edward had gotten a little carried away. He had stopped just before actually committing the act and she remembered how frustrated she had been with him. She also remembered how she felt so inferior to the way he looked compared to her. He was a god and she was a peasant.

Braids have been un-tied
As ribbons fall away
Leave the consequence
But my tears you'll taste

Bella raised her hand to her eyes and it came away damp, she hadn't even realized that she had started crying again. The tears glimmered red as she remembered the day she was changed.

Flashback

"Edward please…I know I'm ready for this. We're in the middle of nowhere with your family. I don't understand why you won't do it." Bella said her hands on her hips as she paced around the cabin.

"I don't know why Bella. I just can not bring myself to ruin you." Edward said head in his hands where he was sitting the chair that Bella paced in front of.

Bella stopped then and went to kneel in front of Edward her long jean skirt folding around her legs on its own.

"You won't ruin me Edward. You'll be making me better." She said and leaned in to kiss him. "Please Edward I want to be with you forever." Bella wrapped her fingers in his hair pulling herself close to him.

Edward went to his knees pulling her even closer fisting some of her hair while the other hand went around her back. Bella felt the familiar tightening in her lower abdomen and prayed Edward would help relieve it this time. He puller her hair hard enough to break the kiss pulling her head to the side to place fluttering kisses along her throat. He continued down where he gently took one of her already hardened nipples in his mouth through her tank top. Bella arced her back and moaned softly in response to this while his other hand cupped her other breast gently, kneading it.

Bella bit her lip to try and keep quiet and let Edward decide what to do, but kept her hands fisted in his hair. Edward pulled away suddenly and gently laid her down on the floor. He moved down her body to her skirt and started undoing the buttons and pushed the zipper down with his teeth. When it was all undone he pushed it down her hips gently drinking the sight of her pale skin under his hands. Edward kissed back up her leg slowly gently nipping skin every now and then until he got to her deep purple boy shorts (Alice's idea). He smirked up at her before he ripped them from her making her gasp when the cool air hit her heat.

Bella didn't have time to recover when he began to lick and finger her gently. Bella groaned deep in her chest and bucked her hips off the floor to get him closer. His tongue flicked along her clit and her lips as he worked his fingers in and out of her faster and faster. Bella felt the pressure building in her and knew that she wouldn't last much longer. Edward must have sensed this because he pulled away from her and moved back up her body kissing her passionately letting Bella taste herself.

Edward moved to quickly get his jeans off, as well as his boxers before he pulled Bella into another kiss while he slowly moved into her. She gasped at the momentary pain when he was completely in her. Edward paused a moment letting her adjust but Bella didn't wait long. She began bucking her hips against his trying to make him move. He obliged and began at a slow pace letting her feel every inch of him. Soon she was begging him to go faster and harder as she wrapped her legs around his hips to pull him to her.

Edward continued to pick up the pace with Bella's encouragement. Bella felt her release approaching and managed to pant against Edward's shoulder, "So close Edward…please don't…ugh!!" She groaned when he bit into her neck hard and she knew that he was changing her.

He thrust once more and she reached her sweet release and she knew he came with…

Bella shook her head trying to get rid of the images and the feel of his hands on her body. Tears falling freshly down her cheeks.

Falling apart and all that I question
Is this a dream or is this my lesson

Oh, he's under my skin
Just give me something to get rid of him
I've got a reason now to bury this alive
Another little white lie

Bella felt the pangs of hunger but ignored them as she continued to write. This was what she had been doing for 3 days now never leaving her apartment as she wrote. It was dusk before she finished.

I don't believe I'll be alright
I don't believe I'll be OK
I don't believe how you've thrown me away
I do believe you didn't try
I do blame you for every lie
When I look in your eyes, I don't see mine

Oh, he's under my skin
Just give me something to get rid of him
I've got a reason now to bury this alive
Another little white lie

She left the book on the Cullen's doorstep before she left to go home. She knew that by the time they got it, it would be too late. She went back to her apartment to get the gas can and her lighter.


Oh my permission to sin
You might have started my reckoning
I've got a reason now to bury him alive
Another little white lie

"Breaking news, a fire has broken out on the 5th floor of the Cambridge apartments. Police have found the remains of the occupant of the apartment who has been identified as Isabella Swan. She was 21 years old and appears to have been asleep when her lit cigarette fell from her hand and caused the fire. The fire department was able to contain the fire before it could spread to the other apartments. From the scene this is Angela Weber (let me know if the last name is wrong) back to you Jessica."

The remote fell to the floor as Edward watched the news report. He didn't even hear the rest of the family talking to him as he stared at the picture of Bella on the television. He fell to his knees and felt a hole rip through his heart.

And that's the end folks. Let me know what you think!