A/N: Hello all! It's been a while since I submitted anything so I figure I ought to get on that and change it. So I'm going to write you a new fic. A song fic no less. I'm going to write this is in chapters using each of the verses of the song as chapter beginnings and stuff. So... I hope you enjoy it!

(Song is The First Five Times by Stars)

First time in the back yard

Underneath the plastic sheeting

Outside it was pouring

And we were drunk as shit

"Wanna finish it?" Sirius slurred hiccoughing as he swished the contents of the almost empty bottle of firewhiskey. Both of them were in the back yard of Remus' home, sitting under an overhang James had conjured up earlier.

"Yeah give it here," Remus held out his hand and Sirius passed over the bottle, slumping back against the wall as he watched his friend gulp down the last of it, shivering as the burning liquid traveled down his throat. Sirius, James and Peter had come up to the Lupin's place and Remus' parents had gone out and James had suggested that they celebrate… Something. Sirius didn't really remember, he thought it might have had something to do with the announcement that his friend had been made Head Boy. Or perhaps it was Quidditch Captain. Not that it really mattered. Any excuse to celebrate was good enough for the Marauders.

And celebrate they had. The boys had stayed up drinking and laughing for much of the night but it was getting on four thirty. James and Peter had gone back in to sleep a little while ago, leaving Sirius and Remus to sit out on the back porch as the rain from one of those occasional, violent summer storms pounded against the overhang.

An odd peaceful sensation washed over the young man as he stared at Remus, listening to the driving rain of the storm pounding the overhang of the porch. The dim glow cast these shadows across his face and Sirius found himself staring quite intently at the other boy's face, watching the way the shadows played across it in the light from his lit wand which lay a few feet away. It was just so absolutely mesmerizing and he probably could have gone on for hours. However, it was at that moment that the boy in question interrupted.

"What're ya lookin' at Padders?" Remus had noticed the fact that his friend was staring at him. He still held the empty bottle in one hand while he used the other to prop himself up.

Sirius snorted and he shrugged slightly, leaning forward slightly, "'M lookin' at you Moonshine," He grinned. He attempted twice to move off the all before finally accomplishing the task, throwing himself forward a little bit too hard and landing on his hands and knees and almost falling on his face. With a little more effort he moved forward to Remus, sitting entirely too close to the boy. He could feel the werewolf's breath fanning across his face, "I ever tell you I kind of want you?"

Honestly he'd been dying to say that for years. He had yet to actually admit it to any of his friends, he was barely acknowledging it himself, but Sirius Black was gay. Yes, he dated and snogged rather a lot of girls but to him it was never anything serious, just a distraction for him and a façade for the rest of the school, they didn't need to know about his secret. It was fun but really he'd had his eyes set on Moony for years and now here, drunk on firewhiskey and considering the way the light hit Remus' face so perfectly he was for some reason compelled to take action for the first time in his life.

Even in this dim wand light the blush that was creeping onto Remus' face was evident. He stared back at Sirius, a little bemused and shocked but a smile was spreading across his face and he actually giggled, "You're drunk Pad." This was apparently rather funny as he started to laugh, not bothering to move away as his friend got closer to him.

Sirius was also grinning and he continued to shift forward until he was practically straddling his werewolf friend, "So what?" He cocked an eyebrow, "Doesn' change 'nythin'." He raised a hand and laid it on the other boy's cheek, looking into Remus' face as he blushed even deeper now not laughing but giving a look of slight confusion and curiosity.

Acting completely on instinct Sirius leaned in and kissed Remus. Even in his muddled drunken state this felt very nice and he moved his other hand to rest on the boy's other cheek, holding his face as he moved his lips against the other boy's. When he felt the werewolf kissing back, and the other boy's hand curling around the hair on the nape of his neck his smile grew wider. Remus tasted rather strongly of firewhiskey at the moment but underneath that Sirius detected something else. Something rather sweet and regrettably unfamiliar to the animagus.

Finally the two of them parted so that they could breath. Remus was grinning like a loon as he stared into Sirius' face, "Thas nice Sirius…" He managed to mumble hazily before collapsing forward into Sirius, causing him fall back onto the wood of the porch. Well that was the end of that for now.

Sighing slightly he picked up the other boy. Something he'd done many times before now but it was made rather more difficult in this drunkenness so the trio back to the room they had been sleeping in was rather shaky. However he managed it eventually, dragging his friend across the room to his bed and dumping him in it before collapsing in his own himself.