Disclaimer: I do not own ANY of these characters. They just happen to have wandered into my thoughts then into my story.

I always wonder what it is like… to not be human, to live with Edward forever and be just like him. I am not even bothered by the pain as the internal fire creeps through my body. I just wish he is not so tortured by my simple request. The pain that is on his face as he watches me writhing in agony is the only pain I actually feel. I cannot stand to see him like this, listening to his dry sobs as he gazes at me. I am going to be okay. Pleased that he gave me what I want, but His face torturing more than the fire. It is not the face that I want to see. It reminds me of all of the hardships from my time in Forks, things I do not want to see again. His face is twisted into a look between excruciating pain and remorse for something that is not his fault. I asked for this. I need this life. I can hear his velvet voice, coated with a layer of pain saying, "It will all be over soon."

Two days have already passed by this point and I can feel my strength returning while the pain recedes. His face softens as life returns to my face. I fight the last shreds of pain as I reach up to touch his cold, smooth face. As I caress his cheek, I cannot help but notice I do not feel the cold anymore, it felt warm and comforting. I choked out breathlessly, "Edward, your face is not cold anymore, I surely will miss it." His face lights up, destroying the pain in my body, as I speak each word and his normal livelihood returns. I stood up to embrace him and his stone hard grasp, feeling stronger than ever. He breathes a sigh of relief as he smoothes my hair. "I can not believe that I let you go through so much pain, Bella."

"The only I had was the look on your face as you watched."

"I will never make you see it again," he speaks smoothly as he kisses my neck. "I will miss your extreme warmth though. It was quite inviting." He mumbles into my neck.

"Does this bring it back?" I question as I pull his marble lips to mine. For the first time he actually is letting me get carried away and let my tongue graze his teeth. I forgot to breath but, that did not matter now. I pulled away as I heard Alice walk to the door for the first time. "Come in," I whisper before she even reaches the door.

"Bella! You are all better! Let's go shopping to celebrate!" She says as she dances toward me and embraces me. "Alice, I already have clothes here." I say as I pull her back, holding onto her shoulders. I release her walking to my armoire to change my shirt, realizing as I slip it on that it does not fit properly. I pull it off and put on another one. This one also does not fit correct. Edward laughs as I drain the drawers of my clothes that are now strewn across the room. He slides his hands around my waist and pries me away from the drawers onto the black leather couch in his lap. He speaks barely moving his lips, since I can hear him with my new improved hearing, "Bella, go shopping. Humor me."

"Fine, but only on one condition. You must come along with us and keep Alice from driving me up a wall." I reply smugly. He chuckles and releases my waist now holding my pale hand. "Alice can I borrow-" She left the room before I could finish my sentence returning with a large silver bag with blue tissue paper in her hands. "I had a vision of you in this outfit last month, so I bought it for you."

I rolled my eyes as she gently placed the bag in front of me. I pull the blue tissue paper out to reveal a red leather jacket, white top, black skinnies, and red Gucci flats. I broke out laughing. Edward and Alice looked at me puzzled while I changed. " I am truly sorry for laughing, but I realized if I get to wear amazing clothes like this, I am rather excited to go shopping." Edward's laugh bellows when he looks up to see my red eyes filled with excitement. "And look, the jacket and shoes match my eyes!' Alice joins in while Emmett walks into the room and pulls me into I tight hug that I gladly return. He speaks with enthusiasm, "I am happy to see you finally moving." I walk over to the other side of the room, ripping over a shirt as I go. Emmett is oaring with laughter. " I guess even fast reflexes cannot keep her from falling!" I turn around and give Emmett a angry glance before walking up to him and punching him in the stomach. He stumbles back in shock as holds his stomach. He continues the look as he falls to the ground with a booming thud. Edward howls as Emmett stands up and brushes himself off, looking displeased that I am stronger than him. I can not help but smile at his priceless look.

I turn to face Alice, Still chuckling, and ask her if she is ready to leave. She quickly nods then flies out of the room. I grab Edward's hand and follow in pursuit with Emmett not far behind.

I know it is kind of short I just would like to see how this part reviews first before I continue into extended, very lengthy chapters.

A few reviews would make me quite happy. I would also like to have some criticism just so i know what needs to be changed.

I have Published A second Story for you to read called A Miracle Called Steven. I am Not Posting the Second Chapter Until I get a few reviews for my other story.

Second chapter is posted people! Enjoy it!

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