-LUCY AND HER THOUGHTS-
I hate how he pesters me when im busy, when im thinking really hard, he'll do this weird thing where he just stares at me. I hate it because it reminds me of when i stare at him.
The way he stands up, even when knocked down plenty of times, amazes me. He may be a so called 'flame brain' but hes actually really sweet. He cares when it matter most, and he definetely fights for who and what he beileves in. The amount of courage it takes to do that. I know i couldnt reach the level he's at. I just want to be with him always, and forever. Even though im weak, he makes it seem like im not. He is what fuels me most days.
When im in pain, he just seems to be there. Ready to comfort me. Ready to fight for me. I love him, and he'll never know that. Its embarassing really.
But who cares? He fights for everyone. Its not like im special. I just really wish i was, thats all. Ive lost all of my family, and the guild has replaced that emptiness. But deep inside, theres still an empty place that i wish one day he'd fill. Because when im with him, he makes me complete.
And yeah, he does some dumb stuff, but who doesnt? Thats why im there to give him a good slap so he learns, even though he almost never does.
Maybe one day, ill have the courage to tell him. And hopefully he feels the same way, because my feelings will never change.
Natsu Dragneel, i vow to love you forever...