"Suicide is Painless"
Into and Disclamer:
"Through the Early Morning Fog I see"
Let me get a few things out of the way.
This story is rated "M" for a reason. There are many themes that give it this rating. There are mentions of rape, sex, drugs, drinking, cutting, and suicide.
However, not all of this is just a totally spiral into oblivion, it's not all going to be 100% depressing every chapter. Human beings are complicated, and I've tried to make this as realistic as possible under the circumstances.
There may be drawings of certain structures such as The Leonheart Family home [based off a real house btw] and others. They will be found in the scrapbook of HeiwaNoWakachi at (DeviantArt) and if you cannot find Heiwanowakachi, look for Highwind-Sniper.
The point of view is third [except this little part coming up] but it does switch from person to person very quickly just so you get a good feel on the scene.
The pairings are as follow [because realistically teens tend to switch partners a lot and have one-night-stands]:
AxelDem, AkuRoku, AxelSaix
MarLarx, MarDem, MarVex
Zemyx
RiSor RiKai
LeonCloud
VanXi
TerraVen
ZackAqua
XemSai
There's many more to come, I didn't plan every single thing out so add random crack pairings as well.
+ Through the Early Morning Fog I see+
Deep breath… Hold. Cut. Breathe out… Flex. Deep breath in… Hold. Cut.
He went through the motions, counting the seconds off in his head.
It's not your fault…
Breathe out…
It's not your fault…
Cut. Sharp breath in.
These things had to be precise, or you'll cause your own death.
They didn't want you.
Pain.
You should just die.
Hold those tears back… Breathe out. Flex. Feel your fingers move. You're alive. They're gone. Blood.
Blood on his arm, on the blade, on his pants, on the floor. Still, he kept going, holding the tears and sobs back.
Don't forget to smile.
The quick sob was silenced as he let a small smile cross his face.
It's not so bad… No one understands….
The smile fades…
+Through the Early Morning Fog I see+
An: I know it's really confusing. I just really wanted to start it this way.
Second chapter on the way. Trust me, it gets better.