I hate august...
Maybe it's because of the weather...Everything's wet and cold. Yet, people donâ–“t seem to mind this month. It never stands out of all the months in the calendar. It's not January, the first month of the year. Not February, the month of love. Not even December, the most festive month of the whole year. Heck, April and May got its summer reputation whilst June and July for the rainy season. March marks the end while September marks the start of school. Even October and November, has a reputation about gloominess and supernatural! But not august. August is the plain month. Nobody notices it...
Nobody except me.
I really don't know why I don't like this month. Nothing happens in August that stood out on my memory (I told you, it's the easiest month to forget). Everyday feels like I'm in some wormhole. I'm beginning to have this theory that we just go from July straight to September. The month of august is just a fake month. Some unseen forces manipulate our minds that there's a month of August and that we just went through it. Something to add with our memories. Memories just to fill in the void the month created in our life.
Or in this case...my life.
It's all just a hoax. This month doesn't exist. That's right! This month doesn't exist. Ha! Now,I know the truth. That's the reason I hate this month. Because it's all lies. Everything...every memory is just a big fat lie. You can't fool me now. For if this month never existed...
Our memory together never did.
No conversations (or fighting rather). No arguments. No rude comments. No derogatory remarks. No dancing in the rain. No smiles. No laughter. No tears. Everything never existed. You never existed. And august...August is still a void on a year. For when you disappeared...
...everything ceased into memory.
I hate August...
And when January comes...I'll hate that month too.
Better yet to say...
I hate you.
August 16, 2007 2:15am
A/N: I really don't know where this came from...I was suppose to write a happy Setojou fic to make up for the lost chappies but...hungs head