Orphan
A/N: Hey guys! This is my first Suits fanfic, I'm pretty excited! This is based on the intense office scene in season 3 episode 2 "I want you to want me". This is slash, if you no like-y, you no read-y. I wrote this during 4th period so it's kinda short... Quick disclaimer, I own nothing and I'm not making anything off of this. Suits belongs to uh... The people who made it(OMG I don't even know who made suits... FAIL!) now onto the fic, I hope you enjoy. ~Elura the Strange
I never felt like an orphan before, when my parents died my grandmother was there to take care of me. Even when Grammy died I still couldn't call myself an orphan because I had Harvey. Harvey was my last chance at a family. I never felt like an orphan before.
When Jessica blackmailed me and forced me to betray Harvey, I felt like I was destroying the only family I had left. I knew Harvey would never forgive me and yet here I am, standing in his posh office practically begging for him to forgive me.
"You and I... We're done."
Harvey's face was so cold and emotionally cut off, the dark expression in his eyes frightened me and the finality in his words shook me to my very core. Unable to hold his gaze any longer, I fled. I calmly walked to the men's washroom to not alert the other associates that something was wrong. But with every step I took, I could feel my resolve shattering. Those 5 words cutting deeper than I could have ever thought possible. It was over between the two of us, there wasn't a relationship left to fix. I was completely alone.
When the men's room door closed, I finally broke down. I cried for Harvey, I cried for 'us', but mostly I cried for me. My last chance, my saviour, my breath, my reason to live, my heart... Hates me and never wants to see my face again. I backed up until my back hit a wall. Slowly I slid down the wall until I was sitting down with my knees hugged to my chest and my head hanging resting in the gap between my knees, with tears streaming down my face.
I never felt like an orphan before, I had Harvey. Harvey was the only good thing I had left. Harvey gave me a knew life. Harvey was the only family I had left. I never felt like an orphan until now.
A/N: a little more self-pity than I expected but I'm happy with the end result. Reviews are love! Please let me know how I'm doing! Peace. ~Elura the Strange