Summary: What happens when Jacob finds someone that makes him happier then Bella ever did? Not set to any of the Twilight books, but before Breaking Dawn. Slash yaoi own character
Disclaimer: hihi, okay so here's another story based off of Twilight lol. So far that's the only ones I've done P I'll be uploading one of my Janet Evanovich stories prolly later tonight but I dunno. So anyway, while reading the fourth book I start really liking Jacob, for some reason. I'm not gonna give anything of the fourth book away, just saying how I came up with the idea. So this IS set before Breaking Dawn. I don't own the book Twilight or any of the characters from there. I do however own Lucas Adrien Paige. He's my own character So anyway I better start writing the story and stop blabbing. lol
Teach Me To Love Again
Jacob's POV
I walked, slightly faster then any normal human should, to my school. I didn't want to go. I wanted to turn back around and go back to bed. Or run in the forest and feel the dirt under my paws. I sighed as it slowly started to drizzle. I guess I should of been expecting it since it usually rained in the morning anyway. But soon the rain would pass and the sun would come out.
I eventually made my way to the school in a daze. I was lost in my own thoughts and not paying attention. good thing my feet knew the path well or I probably would of ran into a tree or car. I climbed the pale gray concrete steps and walked into the school. The sun was already started to peek through the clouds and I was glad for that.
I turned down the corner and saw Embry and Quil leaning against my locker. I rolled my eyes in response. Just like always.
I approached them and opened my locker, they still hadn't looked up. This was new. they always rose their heads when I came towards them and instantly started blabbing. I looked at them through the corner of my eye. They just kept looking at the floor. I didn't understand it. I slowly took my books from my locker and started my way to my first class, one that they had with me. They slowly followed me but still didn't say anything. It irrated me.
"okay guys." I said stopping in my tracks and turning to them. "What's up?" They stared at me blankly and I blinked. They were acting really weird.
"You don't...smell it?" Embry asked. I looked at him like he was crazy and then closed my eyes and used my advanced sense of smell to try and pick up what they were talking about. I smelled the different types of cologne and perfume, the smell of fear most likely due to not doing homework, I smelled the dread of being back in school for another week, and I smelled...curiosity? I opened my eyes slowly and blinked at them.
'Why is everyone so excited?" i asked them.
"We have a new student." Answered Quil. I looked at him in shock. new student? In Forks maybe, but in La Push? We never had new students.
"No one really knows much about it, just that it's a guy. That's all everyone knows. But something just doesn't taste or smell right in the air." Informed Embry. I stared at them both. A guy? Smelled off? i didn't know how to make sense of it, but it didn't help that now I was standing on edge. We don't get new students here often, maybe once every three years. And it was even weirder that no one really knew anything about them. the word about new students spreaded like a wildfire. Plus something smelled off...was it something to do with this new student? I sighed.
"Well let's not worry about it now. We'll wait until we can get the whole pack together at lunch to discus it." They nodded and followed me to our math class.
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Third period finally ended. It felt like it would just keep going and going and going and never stop. I jumped out of my chair, faster then a human should of. I had to force myself to walk at a normal pace out the door. I had to talk to Embry and Quil and Sam about all of this. All day I had to stand not being able to know anything about the new student.
Nothing seemed to be working. No gossip, except for how no one knew anything about the new student. No names floated around the halls. Finally the cafeteria came into view and I pushed the two blue double doors open and made my way to our normal table. All the way in the back, in a corner and towards a window. The window was usually open and it helped to calm the smells in the school. Embry, Quil, and Seth were already there. They looked almost as much on edge as I felt. They probably could smell the same thing I could and were anxious to know more about the new student.
"Hey guys." I said as I slipped silently into my normal seat. They all looked up at me. I could see the dge in their eyes. They really were freaking out as much as I was. "No word for you guys either?" Seth shook his head.
"It's weird man. Everyone seems to know that there's a new student but no one has tried to talk to him or anything."He said. I looked around the lunch room. I didn't see anyone that I didn't already know. Where else could the new student be? I sighed in frustration. This made no sense to me. I gave up trying to think about it and tried to enjoy my lunch.
Lunch was a hard time for me as it was. I was always hungry but since most kids could only eat so much I had to limit myself. The bell ran singling that lunch was over. I groaned inwardly. i was still starving. But at least I only had one more block to suffer through. I grabbed my tray and dumped it into the trash before walking out of the cafeteria. As usual, Embry, Quil and Seth followed. We all had the same class.
Unfortunately that class was art and we didn't get to have our choice of seating. Art wasn't a very good subject, espically for us. I didn't have much of an artistic sense except when it came to cars. So the clay portion wasn't horrible. but everything else was. and to make things worse our body temperature's were too hot for most of the materials. In order to make sure our temperature's didn't give us away we had to either not do the projects in class or wear gloves. The gloves didn't help all that much, so most of us decided to just wait till we got home to do it.
I slid into my usual assigned seat, towards the back. Seth sat in front of me, Quil in front of him, and Embry was on the other side of the room. I sighed to myself as my 'partner' joined my table. Rebecca Willis. She was a brunette, like most people in the school. She was the artistic type, which is why the teacher sat her next to me. She thought that if she sat the most artistic person in the class next to me then Rebecca might be able to help me improve. She was slightly pudgy, thick rimmed glasses, and braces. If she lost the glasses and took better care of her hair she might actually be better looking. And to top it all off she liked me.
"Hi Jacob." She said, sliding into the seat next to me. She smiled at me. Ugh.
"Hey Rebecca." I could see her blush when I answered her.
"How was your wee-" She couldn't finish for the teacher started talking about what we were going to do today. I didn't pay attention, like usual. The words paint, clay, and paper were the only words I caught. I was used to tuning her out. I stared out the nearby window. The sky had cleared up. Bright and blue with not a single cloud. I smiled...then my smile turned into a grimace of pain. What the heck? I looked around the room. Something smelt good...not like the normal human smell. Something better. I quickly glanced over the room and then I saw him.
I stared at him. Was he the new student? He must of been. I've never seen him before. How did I miss him coming into the room? He took a seat next to Embry. I couldn't see much of him before he sat. All I knew was that he was tall, not as tall as me, but taller then the others. He smelt of citrus and some type of vanilla. His white hair fell down to the middle of his back, like I cascade of snow. His eyes were hidden beneath his bangs. He was pale, but graceful as he walked. I couldn't stop staring at him.
Who was he? He had to be the new student, there was no other way to look at it. I could tell now, why people knew nothing about him. he wore no smile when he sat down next to Embry. he gave no name, even when Embry was friendly. He showed no expression. Like he was made of stone. It made no sense. It confused the hell out of me. I knew nothing about him and yet...he was the most gorgeous, sweetest smelling male I've ever laid eyes on.
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A/N: Hmmm, a little slow maybe, but I like the way it's going. It sounds kinda like the beginning of Twilight, but I promise it'll be nothing like that lol. I'm not sure if wolves can actually smell emotions or if they can smell humans the way that Edward had smelled Bella the first day. But for right now they can lol. So yeah sorry if it sounds like Twilight. I promise it won't be exactly like it P Just the beginning for some reason. So yeah! I would really enjoy some feedback. I dunno how people will react to this story, so it'd be nice to know that you would like to see more Thanks for reading and I hope you leave a review
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