Life
It's been a long long time since I last uploaded a fanfic. And the one time I uploaded one, I wrote... a Bleach fanfic. Oh wow.
Disclaimer: Bleach is owned by Tite Kubo, not me. Because if it is owned by me, it would be rejected before it could even be published.
For as long as she lived (yes, after her death) Rangiku had always believed that life means being with Gin. Fishing with Gin, talking with Gin, sleeping with Gin, eating with Gin, yelling with Gin, yelling at Gin, playing with Gin, even fighting with Gin.
Not that she ever thought of their relationship or something.
Ever since the day he saved her, being around him just felt… natural. She never thought that he was a friend, nor partner, especially not a lover. She never thought about it, because Gin being beside her was the most normal thing in her life, and it was supposed to be like that.
It was supposed to be.
The day when he came home from one if his mysterious trips to nowhere, wearing his new uniform, telling her that he was going to enroll in the academy while smiling proudly, she felt the world spinning. Her heart beats three times faster as she felt excitement rushed through her veins.
NOT.
So after seeing him off as she watched him leave their shack (still smiling), she walked slowly to the river. As she stood by the riverbank, alone, she took a deep breath and screamed. Birds rushed out and flew to a quieter place, and she kept screaming until she ran out of breath.
She walked home alone, kicking everything she found in front of her foot. Rocks, twigs, weeds, even cats—fortunately she didn't get clawed by any of them. Okay, she assured herself, I can do this. She will start to live a life without Gin. It's not like she could always depend on him, anyways.
The next day, she started her new routine. Fishing alone, sleeping alone, playing alone, swimming alone, yelling at other kids alone. Two weeks passed, and she decided that she will attend the academy as well.
Because fighting herself is definitely not normal. And she missed seeing him by her side lots.
So sorry if it's just too short. I will edit this later if I have time. Just fulfilling my selfish desire to publish one of my about 23 stories quickly. R&R are very much wanted!
Love,
kirausa.