I thought I loved her but as I have to see her day after day after day its been hundred years since Alice and i met each other at the cafe but now I look into her eyes I
feel sick and I don't eat often as i should but how can tell her I dont love her anymore its hard enough to try and keep my mind as it used to be because her 'brother' Edward is a mind reader and he will notice if anything my the day will be here soon to tell her but I can see now and it doesn't look good as i think about it and i know that Edward will rip my throat out when he knows so i have to do somthing.I know i will leave her a note that will expalin that i will not be coming back ever again...
IT is time, I told her wont be back till monday but I have left her a note in our bed saying:

"I am sorry but I dont love you anymore , I hope you will find someone you love as much as you loved I can't stay here any more so I am leaving do not look int my future

Yours truly

Jasper xxx"

so I left for United Kingdom , I picked the United Kingdom because it rains there on average 160 days a year but in different places in rains more like lets say Scotland or the north of the UK then the south UK. but the the place I picked in the UK is Wales it rains there quite a bit there.I know their is five different species they're Roe Deer,Sika Deer,Red Deer,Muntjac Deer,Fallow Deer.

I arrived at the airport and I have gone through security at around about 5:30pm,So now i'm on my private jet and now I have nine hours to go then a extra fours to get to my mansion which has around about six bedrooms and four bathrooms and 2 on-esuites.I had to sell my porsche 911 turbo for about $200,But I know that I will have a meceeds slr 722 waiting for me.