This is just a little preview, and since I'm in the middle of another fic, I'm gonna wait till that one is done before writing this one, because if wrote two fanfics at once (on top of school) my brain would probably explode. So here you go:
*Forbidden Fruit, Forbidden Love*
Every morning I roll out of bed, stick on my slippers, shuffle my way into the bathroom and look at my reflection.
"Don't do this to yourself Anya, your just going 2 get hurt. You know you're not his type, you know he will reject you. You know he has absolutely no feelings for you," I tell myself.
So every day I plaster on a fake smile as if to tell everyone I'm fine, when inside I am shattered, heartbroken, alone.
It's not that we aren't friends; we're great ones in fact, its just I always want more from him, more than just a friendship.
When you deny yourself from feeling certain feelings, you can spiral out of control, but not me, not Anya, not when I've been doing it for so long.
And there he is, walking down the halls of Degrassi.
"Hey Anya," he greets me with a breathtaking smile, pulling me into a hug.
"Hi Riley," I sigh.