"I always tell you to stop smoking, plus you and I won't live a full life if you continue smoking!"Kurenai was yelling at Asuma again for smoking.

"Mind your own business! I'll smoke whenever I want to!"Asuma yelled

"Fine, you can go smoke until you die, but do you have to get near me whenever you smoke?!?"

"It's you that's getting in my way!"

"This place is huge enough for you to get away from me!"

"Well, you are so fat that I can't get away!!!"He calls her fat when they argue.

"I'm not fat and you know that. Whenever we go on a date you just order me a salad and a glass of water, you're the one whose fat, you fatass."

"Fat bitch!"He punched her in the stomach then he threw his cigar to Kurenai and let her cry on the ground.(Nobody was outside so nobody saw what happened)

Kakashi was hiding in a tree. He saw what happened so he came down and he just carried her to her house. "I don't want to see Asuma." she mumbled.

"Then, where should I leave you?"

"Just put me down."

"No, maybe I'll bring you to Anko's"

"She'll ask what happened."

"But, she's your best friend."

"I know, but I don't want to talk to her."

"Fine, I'll take you to my apartment"

"No, its allright just leave me alone. I can go to a hotel"

But kakashi just ignore her and took her to his house, and in there Kakashi started something and they did the thing to make babies.

I don't want to describe it, were you expecting a almost going to be 12 years old describe it?

After a few days Asuma died and then she found out that she was pregnant with Kakashi, and when she was about to tell him she found out that he went on a mission.

End of flashback

I hate him because he left me without a goodbye and I'm pregnant now.

I checked my mailbox today and there was a letter from Kakashi, I wonder if he send that the day he left, then I tear open the letter and it said:

Kurenai,

I'm sorry that I dudn't tell you that I was going on a mission, and I also found out that you were pregnant, and that child is mine. I was very happy, but I was too afraid to face you because I didn't know what will you say. I was a coward, but I wanted you to know that I love you both, and I'll always will. I want to protect you both, but I don't know if I'll make it out of this mission alive.

Loved Kakashi.

And she was thinking that he didn't care about her, she thought that she hated him, but she loved him.

5 weeks later

She got a letter from the Hokage and it said that Kakashi is dead, Itachi killed him. When she read it she started crying like crazy. She wanted to pull herself out of her mysery so she grabbed a kunai and slit her throat.


I hated tragic fanfics, but I started loving them since I read quertzums fanfics. She's one of my favorites author.