OK, so I decided to have a go at a bit of Doctor Who and I know I haven't touched my SP fanfic in a while (probably a year by now) but I think oneshots are my calling. I really cannot think of a way to continue with the SP story and many things in my life ar more important at the moment :( I will try and carry on with the stroy but I can't promise anything in the near future. Much love to you all xxx

Disclaimer: If I owned Doctor Who David Tennant would have been tied up and made to stay he would then have been invited back to mine for a round of Wii based activities and some cookies ;)

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Everything hurt. His head hurt, his body hurt but, more specifically, his hearts hurt.

Knowing that if he walked in front of her now she wouldn't know who he was and, maybe, she wouldn't love his new regeneration as she had loved this one, that was possibly the worst of all.

He groaned with pain and screwed his eyes shut in a pointless attempt at blocking it out.

He'd allowed himself that 1 visit to her in 2005 as a reward for sending her home with his clone. He wondered how everything was going in the parallel universe and he wondered whether Rose loved the clone more than she loved him. One heart hoped she'd forgotten him and was moving on but the more selfish heart was hoping she was missing him as much as he was missing her. His heart ached to be near her again. And, as he realised his tenth incarnation's life was coming to an end, he began to break down.

"I dont wanna go"

And suddenly the world was ablaze with a dazzling gold light.

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Hope you enjoyed and can you see that button over there? Yeah, that one that says review, well, I heard that clicking it will make a funny box come up where you can write words either praising or admonishing me... It gives me such a warm fuzzy feeling inside that I really think you should do it ;)

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Update 04:12AM 25/1/10 - Changed 'heart' to 'hearts' due to the double hearts in a time lords anatomy. My bad, typos and all that. Sorry.