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I stepped out of the house with the cool autumn breeze hitting my face. I stepped back for a minute looking at the house I once loved calling a home. It wasn't a home anymore. How could I do so when Mom and Dad are always yelling. Always fighting. Always forgetting about me. Of course they didn't actually forget about me. They knew I was present yet they still went ahead and continued what they called "discussing disagreements". Darcy was off in Kenya helping and I basically had lost most of my friends over the summer except Alli. Oh Alli. Right now, she means everything to me. If she was gone, I wouldn't have anyone. I'd be the ugly girl who had no friends or life. The girl no one cared about. I had the same feeling in the end of grade 9. KC and I had a wonderful relationship. He was sweet and caring..the guy every girl wanted. I was surprised he was interested in me. St. Clare. Formerly known as the girl with the straight hair always tied back. The girl with the geeky glasses. The girl who wore a catholic school uniform everyday to school. Also, the girl who had a purity ring. Sure, peoples comments bothered me but KC didn't care and so I never got bothered with it. KC and me were doing fine and Connor was there too. I befriended him in media class when there was no one to talk to. At first I had to say, he was extremely different and weird but I grew to love him. Well, Jenna came to Degrassi. Life went down hill from there. She attracted KC who dumped me a few weeks later after knowing he had feelings for her which broke my heart, Connor found other friends and Alli started hanging out with Jenna too. She would occasionally hang out with me and she was there for me but I just didn't feel it. Now since summer had passed, we hung out more. I tried avoiding KC and Jenna as much as possible and she tried helping by taking me places with her family. A week before school she noticed I was still looking the same as grade 9 though I got laser eye surgery and my eyes were bold and beautiful but the rest of me was the same. I realized I didn't want to go back to Degrassi as St. Clare so I convinced myself to cut my hair into a short cute look from a magazine Alli let me borrow. I also started applying makeup which made my face stand out and Alli even got me a whole new wardrobe! No one would recognize me now and I had confidence that I would take charge and make new friends. Friends that wouldn't leave me. I started walking down the end of my street to the bus stop. I have to admit I looked pretty good! I wore a bright orange v-neck, dark blue skinny jeans, and green gladiators. My neck always had my cross necklace and there was a simple metal bracelet on my right wrist. I also had applied a bit of eye liner, some strawberry lip gloss, and green eye shadow. I was sorta going for a "vibrant look" A few boys whistled and a few girls gave me stares and started whispering. A few people stared at me oddly too and I heard a girl ask someone "Is she new this year?". Her question made me have my first smile of the day. I heard my cellphone go off and I groaned to myself. Who freaking calls me at 7 in the morning? I took out my cell and saw the caller ID…Alli. Of course. I was about to press the answer button when a stupid idiot smacked my ass. I jumped from the surprise and my phone flew out of my hand onto the middle of the street. I looked and smiled in my head seeing it wasn't damaged. Thank goodness my mom had bought me a case and screen protector. Just as I started walking to get it, out of nowhere tires run over it. I step back shocked I could have almost been hit! I look at the vehicle and I can feel my mouth slowly open. A hearse? What the heck? I peaked over to see if a dead body was in the back. I was shocked to see no dead body but a bunch of blankets, pillows, cd cases, bags of chips and a few other stuff any one would not expect seeing in a vehicle that carries dead people. "What the…" I say out loud. Then HE walks out.