Disclaimer:  I don't own GW, etc… I don't own "Exploration B" by Poe etc… not making money etc…

Warnings:  drama/angst… shonen ai… songfic… more angst…

A/N:  An entire series of songfic letters will follow this phone message.  The letters tell the story for themselves.  A few of the lyrics have been changed for story purposes.  Let me know what you think.

blah = lyrics

Exploration B

By Solanum Dulcamara

(Telephone ringing)  Hello.  Nobody's home.  Leave a message after the beep and somebody will get back to you.

Hello… Trowa?  This'll be quick.

I thought you should know Quatre died today.

I just wanted to say how I felt.  I thought I should tell you that I died tonight.

He closed his eyes and left here at 12:03

When Duo showed up at my door, I knew that all of my worst nightmares had finally come true.  I knew and it was painful… not the death of a war hero nor the peaceful passing that people hope for.

He sends his love

I never got the chance to tell you that I love you.  But I can't love you the way you need to be loved.

He wanted you to know he's not holding a grudge,

And I knew that I could never hold you and I wouldn't be in your hopes and dreams.  I always knew, but I finally saw the truth materializing and I was shattered by gut-wrenching heartache.  But I should have seen it coming.  I should've been prepared.

And if you are you should let go.

You can go into the world with a clear conscience.

Are you there?

Are you already gone?

Trowa?  Pick up…

No… don't…  Just… enjoy the world, you deserve it.