A short fic about Sasuke and what he feels after
Naruto dies of illness. Warning Suicide and hints of Yaoi!
Disclaimer: I don't own Naruto.
Cold Tiles
The cold tiles of the shower wall makes me gasps as I lay back against it, chills running through me. I can't deal with the constant silence of our empty apartment, the sick icy feeling I get in my stomach when I think of how I'll never hold you again. You were always so much stronger than me, always kept fighting even when you became ill you fought it……..but lost. You weren't the only one losing, I lost the single most important thing in my life when you were taken, I also lost my will to live. I can't take it the pain of your absence tearing through me like nothing I've ever felt. We were so in love, just beginning out lives together……..and I lost you forever. I keep thinking back to a time when we were so happy, so full of life and romance.
*FlashBack*
Sasuke laid in the soft grass his arms wrapped around his lover, eyes closed enjoying the gentle breeze. "Sasuke, what's this called?" Naruto asked looking up at his raven haired partner. "What's what called?" Sasuke asked simply opening one eye to see what the blonde was talking about. "This what were doing, laying here with eachother relaxing whats this called?" questioned the blonde again. "Well I guess we're cuddling you could say." Sasuke said closing his eyes and resting his head in the grass again. "Well I kinda wanted to call it 'loving' since it's what I feel whenever we do this." Naruto stated leaning up to kiss his lover on the lips. Sasuke kissed back gently before Naruto broke the kiss and rested his head on Sasukes chest once more while Sasuke couldn't help but smile and hold on to his little fox never wanting to let go.
*End FlashBack*
Sasuke smiled slightly at the memory before driving the sharp edge of a razor into his skin dragging it slowly across both wrists. A few tears ran down his pale cheeks and suddenly his love came into view, almost as if he woke up in heaven.
God this is depressing lol I wrote it when I was depressed so it makes sense. This is my first narusasu and my first yaoi post and only my second post so review, comment, and be gentle ^^