It was a rainy night. I was sitting on my bed, looking at scrapbooks I've had made these past 7 years. Three were My High School Memories of my friends and me at EAST HIGH SCHOOL. One was when my mom and me were living in Albuquerque, New Mexico.
And the rest were of my boyfriend and me or I'll say my ex-boyfriend of 6 years Troy Bolton.
Who I met on New Years Eve during junior year, when the two of us were randomly chosen to sing karaoke. We started just by bring friends and then a few months later it became more. Luckily my mom and me didn't move until I Graduated. And he followed me after that. Him at Berkley University and me at Stanford University. Then about a 1 years ago he proposed and I said yes. I know your wondering what had happened... so here it is. After I words, we had made love for the first time, we both lost our virginity that night to each other.
Then suddenly I hear a crying, I get off my bed walking to the door, opening it and going to the room next door and picking up my daughter Tory, who was only three months old, which I had named after her father. Yes my ex-boyfriend of 6 years Troy. She looked a lot like him not just cause of her eyes, which were the same beautiful blue eyes I had fell in Love with. I tear up a bit; this always happens when I look at her eyes, she just reminds me of him so much.
I hold her and start moving to the creamy white rocky chair, which matched the rest of her furniture and mine. I sit on the chair and start rocking slowly back and forth while I unclasp my bar strap and start breast-feeding her.
Then I start thinking of him... what would have happened if we didn't break up. But then what's the point, he'll till have joined the NBA and hardly be home with me and Tory. And I started to cry, streams of tears running down my face. Tory stops drinking and looks up at me like if she knew that my heart ached and that I was crying.
I got up and went to my bedroom still holding Tory. I lay down on my bed and look at a page of the scrap book I was making a few hours ago, but had stopped to look at the other ones for ideas how to decorative the pages, I had got that and sadness of missing him so much. The page was a baby pink with a picture of Tory in the middle and on the upper left of the page was a picture of Troy and on the bottom right a picture of me. A picture of what could have been a happy family, but he didn't even know a thing about Tory. All cause of the night we broken up.
*Flashback*
I was so happy, I just took 6 different pregnancy tests and all were positive. I was walking to my bedroom, where my finance of 2 months was. I opened the door and he had just hanged up from a call from his cell and was grinning like crazy. I walked up to him and he said "I have big news!" happily. "Me too, but you go first." I said, cause I wanted him to be excited for the news I was going to tell him. "I got into the NBA!" He said. I frowned, thinking how was he going to be there for me and this baby if he hardly going to be home. "Is something wrong." he said, worried. I faked a smile and shake my head saying "NO. Nothings wrong"
"Then why did you look upset when I told you the news." not convinced
"Cause you well hardly be home Troy, what happens if we start to have a family... you'll won't be here at all for our kids."
"So that's all"
"Yah"
"Well I guess its goodbye." he said walking to his bag and putting his stuff away in the bag and walked to the door.
"What... do you... mean ...good...bye" I said, with my voice cracking.
"I mean good bye as in goodbye Gabriella forever" he looks at me in tears "Hope you find that special guy cause its not me... I'm sure of it" walks through the door and goes downstairs. I run after him " No please Troy... Don't ...leave me" I cried. He stops and goes up to me and kisses me "I'm sorry Gabs" he says while leaving the house. I close the door and sinking down to the floor and crying my eyes out. "His... gone...his...really...gone.
*End of Flashback*
I fell asleep Crying. The only thing that was on my mind was him. That he could be right next to me, threw everything, the pregnancy, me giving birth to Tory, and that Tory could've had a father right now, to hold her, protect her and call her his little girl or his little princess...
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Troy's POV
I was lying down on my bed watching ESPN, seeing an interview I had done this morning. I grab the remote and sit up on the bed and change the channel and end up watching Mickey Mouse's clubhouse, which really for little kids, but I like watching it... since there's nothing else interesting to watch at this time. Then I start to think about Gabriella. My Gabriella. Why did I leave her... man... I'm in Idiot.
*Flashback*
"Cause you well hardly be home Troy, what happens if we start to have a family... you'll won't be here at all for our kids."
*End of Flashback*
I wonder why she said kids and family? Was she pregnant? Was she really carrying my child... I mean... our child? I start to realize that maybe she was pregnant. There couldn't be another explanation on why she had to mention kids. I get up and grab my cell and I'm going through my phone book and looking for Gabriella and then... I found her and I press call and it's dialing and says "I'm sorry the number you have reached has been disconnected... bye."
*Flashback*
"Well I guess its goodbye." he said walking to his bag and putting his stuff away in the bag and walked to the door.
"What... do you... mean ...good...bye" I said, with my voice cracking.
"I mean good bye as in goodbye Gabriella forever" he looks at me in tears "Hope you find that special guy cause its not me... I'm sure of it" walks through the door and goes downstairs. I run after him " No please Troy... Don't ...leave me" I cried. He stops and goes up to me and kisses me "I'm sorry Gabs" he says while leaving the house.
*End of Flashback*
I fell asleep in tears only thinking about My Gabriella and our child. On what could have been.