Together Again
This story is inspired by Evanescence's songs, so I'm using some of the lyrics I don't own.
Once again, I do not own all of these Evanescence's lyrics. I do not own Katekyo Hitman Reborn too.
Chapter 1 - Fran's POV
Hold on to me, love
You know I can't stay long
All I wanted to say was, "I love you and I'm not afraid"
Can you hear me?
Can you feel me in your arms?
Sunday 1:54 AM
In this public hospital, I'm lying down on this white soft yet uncomfortable bed. I can't move a bit. The bandage is covering almost all over my body. I can see the digital clock changing every minute. I was wondering when will I get out from this hell, until I've finally gave up. I know I will never get out from this hospital. And if I, it means I'm dead and ready to be buried. But there is someone who's waiting for me to live again. Someone who's never tired to look after me in this place, Bel-senpai, he is. He's sleeping beside me, lying down his head on my bed. I could hear his prayer every night. Hoping for my health, for me to recover quickly.
Tell me, I'm not going to die, am I? Even though my body is all numb, I still have my heart to speak. Bel-senpai, please don't leave me alone. At least until I can tell you how I want to talk to you, how I want to hear your laugh again, and tell you how I love you. I'm not afraid to anything, not even death. All I want to do is...to be with you.
Sunday 6:17 AM
"Good morning, sirs. I'm here to give Mr. Fran's breakfast. Um, do you want me to feed him or just put it on the table?" said the nurse to Bel-senpai. Hearing she said it already makes my stomach hurts.
"Just put it on the table." said Bel-senpai.
As usual, Bel-senpai would feed me. I know, the only thing I can do to recover quickly is just eat hospital's food and medicines. It doesn't matter what the meal is, everything tastes like nothing in my mouth.
Holding my last breath
Safe inside myself
Are all my thoughts of you
Sweet raptured light it ends here tonight
Monday 2:26 AM
Shit. My body aches again. This time is worse than before.
"A-aaah!" I can't take it anymore. Bel-senpai please wake up and tell me I'm alright.
"Fran? Fran!" Bel-senpai is panicking. He's calling the doctor. I think I'm not alright, then. This is bad. Is it the end of...me? Wait, my goal aren't accomplished yet. I just can't have my eternal sleep peacefully if it's going like this. I have to say it to him. Now!
"Bel-s-senpai.." I said it with all my might. I see the doctor giving all his best to save me. Bel-senpai holds my hands but I can't feel it.
"What is it, Fran? Tell me,"
"I..."
"Yes?"
"I lo-"
I can hear something like a long, piiiiip.. That's the sound of my heartbeat on that machine. No, not yet. I'm not finished yet, nooo!
Never thought that I'd be leaving you today
So alone and wondering why I feel this way
So wide the world
Can love remember how to get me home to you
Someday...
I can see myself sleeping, shedding tears. Bel-senpai is hugging me tightly. He's crying too. Oh but why? I'm all okay. My pain is got away. I smile. You should smile too, Bel-senpai. This is what I really wanted to do, touching your head, and wipe away your tears. But why everything is...untouchable? Am I really...dead?
"Well I loved you so much. No, I love you. I shouldn't say it in past tense, right? Now give me your laugh. I'm waiting.. Can you even hear me, Bel-senpai?" I hug him even though I know he can't feel my presence anymore. But that's alright. That's really alright. I can't take this, I fly away. Alone with my wings. To the brightest place I can see right now, right in front of me. I'll be back to see you again someday, Bel-senpai. It's a promise.
I'll miss the winter
A world of fragile things
Look for me in the white forest
Hiding in a hollow tree (come find me)
I know you hear me
I can taste it in your tears
Sigh, I'm so lonely in this damn cold place. No one to talk to, and nothing to do. I want to breathe again like I used to be. White forest, yes I'm right here. Sleeping in a hollow tree and hoping for Bel-senpai to come to find me. That's useless. Well, I've got to wait and wait until his death is coming right before his eyes. I'm not hoping for Bel-senpai to die, but that would be a long long time for me to see him again. Boring, che.
Tired of being here alone, I walk away along this small path. This is a long way to go. But the path seems to lead me to the brightest place, like the one in the hospital that brought me into this nowhere world.
"Hey, that's Bel-senpai!" I smiled as I run onto him. Later, I stopped beside him and see him with the other Varia members, they're all look sad. Bel-senpai is bringing my photo with him, without that frog hat of course. And when I look at the ground, there's me inside the coffin. At that time, I suddenly remember that I'm already dead. Not only that, I also realized that I have no feet anymore. I'm floating, for real.
I feel like I'm not alone in their world, so I decide to stay here with them. Maybe I can talk to Bel-senpai too if I try. Hm, there goes my smile. It's been a long time since the last time I smiled.
To be continued..
Songs used in this chapter:
- My Last Breath by Evanescence
- Together Again by Evanescence
Well, this is just a trial version. I feel bad at making these kind of story. If you like it, you can tell me and i will make the 2nd chapter; and if you dont like it, I wont make the 2nd chapter. Ehe..